Love, Music, And Heartbreak.

Love Worries

"Bret... Yes I will be yours again. But sex isn't completely off forever...just until I can get over what all happened to me. Don't cheat on me. Just break up with me."

"Oh baby I'll never leave," he said smiling big and pulling me in for a hug.

"Can I kiss you?" I nodded and he kissed me with so much passion and love. I missed this feeling so so much. As we pulled apart I checked the time.

"Oh shit we gotta go! It's show time for BVB!!" I said getting up quickly and me and Bret were running off the bus and to the Shark Stage. We got backstage and we caught them right before they went on!

"Hey Scar!" Andy said hugging me.

"Hey skyscraper," he smiled and then pulled away.

"I got you an invite to AA's bus party tonight. Ben remembers you and he wants you and your band."

"Awesome! I'll be there right after the meet and greet!"

"Hey where did you get that ring?" I looked down and saw the ring was out of my shirt some how. I tucked it back in.

"Oh um it was my mom's," I lied. I heard BVB entry music start and Andy excused himself and they all went onto stage. I sang along to all of the songs and I was cheering them on and so was Bret. I caught Bret staring at me every now and then.

At the end of their show I had to leave to get ready for the show. So did Bret. I didn't kiss him goodbye though. I didn't want everyone to know quite yet. I jumped on stage and I felt an automatic smile hit my face. This crowd was huge.

"Hello all you sexy motherfuckers!" The crowd screamed. We played five songs before we ran out of time and then we made our way to the meet ups. Guys could touch me just not my back. I did fine at the meet and greet. After the meet and greet was done and Warped Tour was all finished for the day and packed away, me and the band headed to AA's bus. I knocked on the door and Ben answered.

"Oi! Its them! " Ben hollered to the people on the bus. I smiled as he let us on.

"Scarlet right?" Ben said pointing to me.

"Yes!" I smiled.

"Yes I remembered your name! I didn't have to search it up again. Nope." I laughed.

"Well drinks are in the kitchen area! Make yourselves at home, just no puking." I went into the kitchen and made myself a cup of whiskey.

"Scarlet, right?" I turned around and saw Denis.

"Yes. Big fan of you Denis," I smiled big taking a sip of whiskey.

"Oi Denis stop flirting with Scarlet and get back here for your turn at Beer Pong!" Cam yelled.

"Oh shut up!" I rolled my eyes laughing as I saw Bret come to my side putting an arm around my waist.

"Well anyways I'm a big fan of your lyrics and voice."

"Well thank you! Same goes for you and Asking Alexandria. I even liked you in your old bands."

"Nice. Well I'll be in contact with ya. I better get back." I nodded and drank more of my whiskey as I turned to look at Bret.

"We should tell soon."

"Why?"

"Because if one more guy flirts with you I'm gonna go crazy." I giggled and made sure no one was looking before I kissed him.

"Who in the hell is gonna want me? Besides you?" I asked smiling.

"Uh plenty of guys. You're on plenty of their walls. Duh."

"Uh guys we have a big problem," Jace said coming next to me as he showed me his phone. I read the headline and I was saddened.

'Rockstar Scarlet Massacre to Marry Bret Von Dehl?'

"Are you fucking kidding me?" I looked at the picture and it was from today when I was walking around. My necklace.

"Who's ring is that Scar?" Jace asked. I quickly downed my whiskey while looking at Bret for help.

"Um it was her Mom's but it was too big for her finger," Bret explained and poured himself a drink. Jace accepted the lie hesitantly and walked away. Yet he started whispering to the rest of the band in secret.

"Shit they know we're lying."

"Now of their business anyhow."
"You're right. Let's drink." I poured myself a cup of beer and went to go join in to the game of beer pong. Which i was a pro at. Bret, Denis, and Ben were cheering me on.

"Oi! Your band, my band never have I ever drinking game now!" Ben exclaimed clearly drunk.

We managed to all fit in the living area and we all had whiskey or beer.

"Never have I ever dyed my hair red,"Ben said.

"Fuck you man," I said giggling as me and Crystal took a drink.

"Never have I ever had a one night stand," Jace said. Everyone took a drink laughing.

"Never have I ever been into BDSM," James said.

"Whats that?" Tristan asked.

"Whips and chains and kinky shit man." I froze and started having flashbacks. I got up and walked off the bus and Bret was hot on my heels.

"I just had a flashback. I-I'm good." I said as i started to tip over but Bret saved me. I downed the rest of ny cup and threw it.

"Yeah lets get you back to the bus."
"Psh no I wanna get drunk."

"Babe you already are," Bret said and picked me up.

"Oh look at me Im flying!" Bret shook his head as he carried me back to the bus. He laid me in my bunk and he crawled in there with me. After he undressed me and helped me into pajamas he did the same and then came to hold me to him.

"You're a sexy fucker," I said slurring my words. Bret laughed and kissed ny cheek.

"Sleep."

"Yes sir!" I said giggling. Before I knew it i was passed out asleep. I dreamt of me and Bret. Marriage,kids,touring together.

Oh what a dream come true that would be.

****3days later*****
"Babe no don't leave me!" I said as he packed in the back room."

"I gotta!"

"No!" I said and went to his suitcase and sat on it.

"Thanks for helping me zip it."

"Ugh why won't you just stay?"

"Because we don't have anyone to cover Adam's spot and he has to leave today!"

"Ugh!"

Soon the time came and I kissed him goodbye in the back room before he got off the bus at the stop. The rest of warped tour was gonna be soooo boring! Just kidding.

"Scar we need to talk." Jace said.

"About?"
"About you and Bret."
"Can we not start this?"
"Are you two getting married?"
"NO!"
"Then what the fuck is going on!"
"We are dating if you need to know that badly!"

"I thought you couldn't..."
"Have sex? No i can't. He gets that. I wish i could. But i can't. My therapist said that the only way i could get over my whip scars was due to him and she was right!"

"Oh."
"Yeah, oh. Mind your own damn business."

I stormed off to my bunk knowing he was going to tell the band. I cuddled a shirt Bret had left for me. I sighed missing him already. Warped Tour hurry up ...

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