Love, Music, And Heartbreak.

Words That Stabbed Me

We went out for dinner to celebrate our new record deal! My dreams of helping others might  finally come true!

I quit worrying about Bret and his whereabouts and decided to have fun for once. Ash and Andy got alchol and we couldn't order any because everyone in my band is below 21! 

Well I'm 20 and so is Jace and Crystal. Yes that means I'm older than Bret but his birthday is next month! (March)

We got our food finally and we dug in and we were all joking around and having fun. Then Bret walked in. I wonder where he has been lets see....hair is ok so that means he didn't get laid.....he can still walk straight so he isn't drunk...wait what...what is that on his shirt? Animal fur. Ok then.

Bret ordered some food and joined us.

"So did you guys make it?" He asked.

"No." I said and acted sad and everyone joined in.

"Oh my god you didn't!" He exclaimed and I started laughing.

"You guys did too!"

"Yeah we did because we are just that badass." Crystal said. I rolled my eyes and continued to eat.  Bret got his food and started to eat and of course we all finished before him so practicallu we are all on Twitter tweeting and replying. Then I saw kne intresting one.

@blacklstdmetrsfan :Omg @ScarGWAM totally stole @BretVonDehl from @lexusamanda what a fucking whore!

I laughed at that one.

@ScarGWAM: Hey guess what @blacklstdmetrsfan me and bret are NOT together and they cheated on each other stop twerting that we r!

I don't care if I was rude. Hell I'm in a fucking pissy mood Id flip this table if.I could but there is too many men around it.

Bret finally finished and he checked his phone and frowned at it. I shrugged my shoulders and locked my phone .

We all got back into the cars and rode back to Andy's. I was so happy yet pissy so i don't know what's wrong with me. We were on the porch and Andy was unlocking the door. We walked in and it was dark.

"What the hell?" I said and Andy fumbled for the light switch. He got to it and flipped it on and revealed the rest of BVB and Jake was holding a laptop and the people on the laptop was the rest of The Relapse Symphony.

"Well we know where Bret disappeared to."

"Actually I had nothing to do with this."

Bret said.

"Then what did you do ?"

"This." He pulled a kitten from behind him. It was soo fucking adorable! It was all black and was probably only a few weeks old!

"Oh my god! Its so adorable!" I said as Bret handed her over. I held her up to my face and she sneezed weird and I giggled. I could hold her in one hand she was soo tiny.

"Lets just say it the band's cat." Bret said and I smiled and hugged him. I kissef the cat on the head and let Crystal see her.

Crystal sneezed and hugged the cat gently. She gave the cat over to Jace who looked at it and treated her like a princess. Shade loved the kitty and so did Tristan.

The kitty came back to me and I walked over to the laptop to show TRS. They smiled and Alex awed because he not afraid of sounding less manly lol.

The kitty stayed with me and didn't struggle to get away.

"What should we name her?" I asked.

"Muffins." Tristan suggested and I gave him a weird look.

"Patches." Jace said.