Love, Music, And Heartbreak.

Now Or Never

The next day I cursed myself when I woke up. I went downstairs to get coffee and Andy was sitting there drinking some and looking through the news like a old man.

"Hey." He said.

"Hey....sorry for what happened yesterday ."

"Its fine I was only surprised at the part where you cut again."

"Yeah....uhh... I'm a messed up person I know."

"Everyone is messed up once in their lifetime." He said.

"Just I hate seeing you like that with cuts all over you. You are too pretty for it and I'm sure Bret would agree with me."

"Did Bret tell you to say that?"

"Nope I didn't." Bret said coming up behind me and kissing my cheek.

I smile and Me and Bret got our coffee. We sat with Andy and joked about things. Then Crow jumps on Andy and then Bullet jumps up in my lap.

"So did you hear me and Jaces little agrument last night?"

"Yeah what was that about?"

"He called me a whore."

"Wait Jace called you a whore?"

"Yup and I've had like 5 boyfriends in my entire life and had sex twice."

"Uh nice to know." Andy chuckled. Bret smiled but it all got quite when Jace came in. He had tear stained cheeks.

"Jace." He stopped in his tracks and turned to me.

"What?"

"Ill will admit bringing Cassie up went a little too far but no one calls me a fucking whore especially my friends you should know of all people you had to pull me off a girl cause she called me a whore when I walked by her."

He didn't say shit he just walked away.

"What the fuck! That was practically a peace treaty right there!" I exclaimed as he went up the stairs.

"Well that means you get to live with me for awhile." Bret said and reached for my hand. I smiled and rolled my eyes.

"So what are we gonna do til tonight?" Andy asked.

"Well seems like my band will camp out in their room til they get over the fact that I'm grown up now and can get a guy.

And JC needs to wake his ass up so.... who wants to go see a movie at the movie theaters?"

"Sure sounds fun." Andy said and Bret nodded.

"Alright its settled." I said and got up with Bullet in my hand and Bret followed me upstairs. Andy went to his room after his washed his mug though.

JC was in the process of falling off the couch in his sleep. Feet first.

I went up to him and kicked his foot and he groaned and did nothing so I did it again.

"Alright I'm up Damn." He said.

I giggled and went to go take a shower. I did all my makeup and was dressed and everything. Bret then switched with me and I was in our room. Then I hear laughing from the other room. I then pressed my ear up to the wall.

"Oh help I'm going to kill myself with this blade because my love came back." Jace laughed out. I knew exactly what and who they were talking about. I hit the wall with my fist but not hard enough to break threw it. It scared JC shitless.

"Why?"

"They are making fun of my suicide attempts." I breathed out trying not to cry.

JC furrowed his eyebrows and went for the door. He banged on their door real loud.

"Yo suicide is not funny especially someone who is still having trouble with it you assholes!" JC screamed furiously which caused me to cry . Bret came out all happy and then was saddened by the look of me crying on the floor and Bullet nuzzling against my foot for attention.

"Whats wrong Scar." I told him and Bret raced for the door but JC held him back.

"If you fight her friends she will be more upset with the scene Bret." Bret nodded abd attended to me. He rocked me his arms and tried to calm me as JC went into the bathroom.

I finally calmed down and Bret kissed me. But of course my mind told me to think more. Am i making a good decision on being with Bret? I love him...

But was it a good decision to abandon my band practically for love...

When I found Bret I wanted nothing to do with him. Then my band wanted me to be nice to him. Then he screwed it up with Lexus then they wanted me to forgive him. If anything its their fucking fault!

I love Bret don't get me wrong and I regret nothing but they are so pissed off we are together yet they pushed us together!!!

Fuck The World!!!!

JC came out and I went next door and knocked on the door.I was going to gett an answer. Bret went downstairs but he was in ear shot.

Crystal opened the door and she snarled at me.

"So you guys are making fun of me. Well i got a few things to say. Crystal who was the one right by your side to comfort you when you got the phone call your parents died. Tristan who was the one that saved you from getting beat up in a alleyway because some guys didn't like the fact you are gay. Shade who pulled you off the streets into a job and then later a band? And finally Jace. I was there for you through everything. Cassie's death when you tried suicide and even the day you lost your mom and dad as well. Now I've helped you guys out a loy abd never asked for return. I know you all saved me from suicide a couple of times yet here you are not supporting my decisions and making fun of my suicide attempts and self harming . How low can you get? We are supposed to be helping people like us not bringing them down. Now I'm going to the movies with JC Andy and Bret. Either you get over this decision I've made and apologize or we are over as a band and you all can go to hell and we will let the label decide who stays me or you guys."

I closed the door and went downstairs to meet up with the guys. Andy eyed me looking for a explanation.

"Making fun of me and so I set them straight. Either they get over my decisions or they can pack up and go the hell away and let the record label decided who to stay and go me or them."

Andy nodded and we all went to Andys car and got in and made our way to the movies. When we got there we got large popcorn and sodas for all of us.

We made our way to the top row of the theater and took our seats. I was in between Andy and Bret. Bret held my hand for comfort cause he could tell how i was still thinking of my deal with my band.

Soon the movie ended and me and Bret and JC and Andy went out of the theater. Andy and JC were amazed by a claw machine and tried to win something. Bret pulled me into a photo booth and he inserted money. He did bunny ears on me the first one and the second one was of us doing the rock sign and sticking out our tongues. The third one was us rubbing our noses together. The four on was our foreheads pressed together. The fifht one was of us kissing and he was holding my cheek. I can literally say I felt sparks. Bret and I pulled away for air and our foreheads were pressed together again.

"Be my girlfriend......???" He asked

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