Papunta na sana kami sa kotse ni Zeke nung may tumawag sa kanya.
"Honey, una ka na papuntang parking ha? Nagkaproblema daw sila Mateo dun sa loob.Eto susi." Then binigay nya sa akin ang susi.
"Bakit?? Sama na ako sa loob." Sabi ko, baka kasi gulo yun eh. Mabasag na naman ang mukha ng asawa ko.
"Hindi Hon. Mabilis lang to. Yung isa kasi naming kasama, nalasing lang masyado. Sige na, una ka na." and he gaveme a quick kiss.
So nagpatuloy na lang ako sa paglalakad when somebody held my arm. Syempre bilang adrenaline, sisigaw sana ako at hinila ko ang braso ko pero maagap nya natakpan ang bibig ko.
"Tyana"
The only one who calls me Tyana is the first guy who broke my heart. Ang lalaking nagalis ng hope na pwede rin akong mahalin ng hindi dahil sa pera at yaman ng magulang ko. Si Patrick Zobel. At dahil sa pagkakahawak nya sa mga braso ko, nagbalik lahat ng ala ala namin.
FLASHBACK
I was in my 3rd year highschool nung malaman kong ipinagkakasundo na pala ako ng mga magulang ko sa kung sino man. Nung malaman yun ng mga kapatid ko, tinanong agad nila kung gusto ko daw ba. Syempre, bilang bata pa ako, ayaw ko pa makasal. Kaya gumawa kami ng plano. Patrick's family is also moneyed. Marami rin silang pagaari at kilala ang ama nya sa pagiging Cradiologist. So I needed him. We belong in the same group of friends, kami nila Patchie, Fere, Ishie at Aira kasama ang guys na sila Paulo na that time ay bf ni Patchie, si Chester na pinsan ko, si Kiko na bf ni Ishie, si Joshua at si Patrick. Of all of them, kami ni Patrick ang pinaka magkakontra. We are always at the opposite sides of the arguments. At madalas ko rin sya nuong batuhin.
He was hot headed and cold but he was a typical heartthrob. That time eh iniwan sya ng gf nya na si Angellie. Matagal sila, nasa primary school palang kami, sweethearts na sila. But Angellie needed to go.
Nagbreak sila. He is always pissed off at every girl ogling at him. Girls at our age that time are all dying just to have him. So we made a deal. We would be pretending na we are a very inlove couple. For the girls to stop harassing him and for my parent's peace. And it actually was convincing. Even our parents. Mommy and Daddy were happy to accept him as their soon to be son in law. Ganun din ako sa kanila.
Umabot na din kami sa point that we're actually discussing the wedding and our future. We are acting very well. Tumagal kami ng almost 2 years with that situation. It was running perfectly. Everything was fine. But that's just what I thought. It was raining hard after dismissal kaya naisipan naming 5 girls na dumaan muna sa mall. Dapat kasi pupunta kami kila Ishie para tumulong sa campaign ng father nya who would be running for the city mayor position. Dahil sobrang lakas ng ulan, naisipan na lang naming kumain. As we were looking for where to eat, I saw him, with another girl. Pero dahil ayokong magassume ng kung ano ano, I texted him and ask him kung asan sya. And he lied. Sabi nya nasa bahay nya daw sya.I was hurt but I never reacted. Maraming beses yun nangyari and I just ignore it. Not until Angellie come back.
It was a rainy afternoon nung pumunta ako sa parking kung asan ang kotse nya. For almost 2 years, he fetch and brings me home. He always waits for me, kahit gaano pa kagabi because of my practices. But that day, when Angellie come back, my heart crushed into tiny bits.
"Thank you for your help Tyana. My love's back. Good bye."
There I was, standing all alone on the pouring rain without anyone. I started walking home soaking wet. My house is 25 minute walk from the school, so I spend the longest 25 minutes of my life walking away with the pain.I was so hurt, devastated and torned to feel anything.
Nuon ko lang narealize na walang magmamahal sa akin ng totoo. All of them, they will be liking me, loving me because I can be very useful to them. From that moment, I stop hoping for someone who'll love me.
I became so sick that night that I needed to be hospitalized for 2 weeks. Magisa ako sa ospital. There was nobody with me. I was just 15 that time. And from there, I promised myself, I would not dream for anything else. I'll just go with the flow. That made who I am, a bitch rebel. From the day I was realesed in the hospital, sa mga kaibigan ko lang ako naging totoo. I was detached from everybody and from that day, I never gave Patrick a chance to talk to me.
A/N: TAMIE AND PATRICK THE RAIN
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FLASHBACK ENDS
"Tyana, can we talk?" Patrick
"What are we going to talk about Patrick?" Ako
"About us." Patrick
I faked a laugh "Patrick, Please remember, there was no us. Ah, alam ko na, I forgot to tell you, Thank You for your help too. Hindi ako naipakasal nuon." Ako
"Tyana, I want to say sorry. I am really sorry. I was—" Patrick
"Forget it Pat." Ako
"I was totally wrecked when you left. I want you back Tyana. I still love you." Patrick
"I don't know why all of a sudden eh mahal mo ako. Pat, it's been more than 3 years. Patahimikin na natin ang mga sarili natin." Ako
"Tyana, please, give me another chance. I was an ass I know, pero Tyana, please, mahal kita." Patrick
"You are a hundred dollar late Patrick. If you're serious, then forget it. If you're not, do your other things. I'm not interested anyway." Ako
"Tyana please." Then he gripped my arms
"Ano ba! Let me go Patrick! Let go of my arm!" Ako
"I won't until you listen. Please give me time to explain. " Patrick
"Let me go! I said Let go of me! Let---"
***boooogsshhh***
"God! No Zeke, hayaan mo na sya. Halika na honey.Please, baka mapahamak ka pa.P lease Honey" Pinigilan ko agad si Zeke
"Tyana!" tawag ni Patrick
Hindi ko na lang pinansin. Zeke was so furious. His knuckles are turning white dahil sa higpit ng grip nya sa manibela. Pagdating namin sa bahay he was so quiet. Umupo sya sa dining table so nagtimpla ako ng coffee para makapagusap kami ng ayos since alam ko nakainom din sya. He was really not talking so I decided to break the silence.
"Honey, he was Patrick. He's my ex. But he is nothing. Sana, wag kang magalit because of that. Of all people, ikaw ang dapat na makaalam kung sino ka sa buhay ko." Then I went up and readied myself to sleep.
After a while naramdaman ko na lang na niyakap nya na rin ako. I know, we are okay now.
