Letters To Louis // l.t.

January 15th, 2010 - letter 3

Dear Louis,

I overheard you and your friends talking earlier and I didn't think my heart could shatter so quickly or easily.

"Fattest girl in class?" one of your retarded friends asked as they munched on chips.

You and the rest of your friends pondered on the question for a moment before a chorus of answers rung out of each of your mouths. My name thankfully wasn't mentioned, but there was some people who I knew that you mentioned. Some people that binge eat, some people with thyroid problems, some people who weren't even fat at all, and to be quite honest I was repulsed by you and your dimwitted friends.

"Ugliest girl?" Another asked.

Everyone pondered, but then names soon flew out of their mouths, including yours. By far the most popular opinion was me and that's what hurt me and shattered my heart. Now you didn't say that I was the ugliest girl, but you sure didn't protest when they said my name.  

Let's just say that didn't help my self-esteem at all and I just drank water for the rest of the day.

What I don't understand though is that later after school after I locked up the art room (which I had just used) and walked outside, you were there. Now that's not the confusing part, the confusing part is that I mustered up all my courage and walked past you, but then you stopped me. You even called out my name. 

Now I was beyond shocked, but I still turned around. I'm sure I sounded annoyed and upset, but still you motioned me over. 

"Does this sound good? I'm thinking of auditioning for the X-Factor this year and I need to know if I'm complete rubbish or pure talent." You said with a chuckle.

I didn't laugh. In fact I even asked if one of your idiot friends could help you instead, but you said no. They wouldn't be honest, but most of all they wouldn't be serious about it. 

So after hearing that I motioned for you to continue and sing. You took a deep breath then the sound of an angel came out of your mouth. I was completely and utterly shocked. You were.... I can't even think of a word to describe how amazing you sounded and I told you that. You blushed and thanked me. Again I complemented you on how you sounded like an angel (because you did) and again you thanked me. I stood there for a moment, just awkwardly standing, then I mumbled a 'good luck' and left. You didn't stop me even though I wish you did, but you did keep smiling at me. 

Why? I have no idea.

You're way too confusing, Tomlinson.

Does this mean I'm worth your time yet?

That I'm worth you yet?

-Annabelle

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I actually really like this chappy.

and the gif on the side. wut.

so this chapter is dedicated to Maxine because she actually gave me the time of day and read my book. She is legit so sweet and amazing. She also left the sweetest message on my message board and made me smile like an idiot. Thank you for everything <3 x

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