Letters To Louis // l.t.

February 25th, 2010 - letter 6

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Dear Louis,

Oh, Louis, if only you knew how much I was wrapped around your not-so-little finger. 

Today you invited me to your X-Factor audition and I obviously said yes. I had to contain myself from screaming! But then right after I said yes, you then proposed a deal that made me feel as if I would throw up. You said "If I win then you have to sing for me, deal?" I didn't exactly know how to respond and I couldn't lie my way out of it, because I stupidly had told you that I adore singing, so I said "um... I... ye-... sur- guess...? Yes....? Uh..... yup!" then you laughed, in fact you almost choked on your water, and said good-bye.

So now I have to sing to you with my horse voice. Yay! not.

I-I'm sorry about that last letter by the way. I was having an awful day. The words that were so carelessly thrown at me that day really hurt. I kind of... broke down. Sorry. 

BUT! You don't have to worry about me not eating anymore! I am eating! It may not stay in my stomach, but I'm eating and oh gosh I missed food! It's amazing. By doing this new- well I'll just call it by the medical term- by being bulimic I think I've actually lost more weight! You even complemented me and said "You look like you've lost weight. Good job." it made me smile so big! I think I'm getting close to being worthy of you, Louis! I'm so excited to think that I might actually be able to be your friend soon.

I really can't wait to see you again, Lou. 

Am I worth your time yet?

Am I worth you yet?

-Annabelle