Letters To Louis // l.t.

February 4th, 2010 - letter 4

Dear Louis,

You are by far the most confusing person I've ever met in my entire life. Goodness. 

Let me explain: everyday after school, after I lock up the art room, I see you sitting by that same stupid tree that I have to walk past everyday to leave campus and every time I walk past you, you stop me. You call out my name and ask for my opinion on your singing. 

Of course I give the same answer: amazing! beautiful. angelic. But it's almost as if you sit by the same tree everyday after school and wait for me to walk by so you can get my opinion. It's almost as if you made it our thing, and that makes me ridiculously happy.

Now the confusing part is that you still ignore me during school hours, you never stick up for me, and you never even look at me. Until after school that is.

But here is where the major plot twist comes in: just today you asked me if I could help you practice everyday after school.

I, of course, stuttered like an idiot then eventually choked out 'yes'. 

I really don't understand you. At all. And I really don't understand why I love you. At all.

OH guess what? I've lost like 4 pounds. I know it's not a lot, but it's getting me closer to be worthy enough to be your friend if not girlfriend. I'm really excited! 

Maybe, hopefully you start to see that I would make a okay girlfriend. I know I wouldn't be a winner, I know I'm not the prettiest girl in school or the skinniest or the smartest or the funniest and I know that there will always be someone better then me, but I'd always love you. I'd always support you and help you. I'd always be there for you and no one could ever love you as much as I would. 

I promise.

Maybe you asking me to practice means you're starting to like me? I don't know. I hope so. I'm probably reading too much into this, but.... I... never mind.

I suddenly just got extremely tired. I feel like I'm about to pass out so I should go. That's good though! It's means I'm losing weight so if you ever did by chance read theses letters don't worry. I'm just getting worthy enough for you. I promise.

Am I worth your time yet?

Am I worth you yet?

-Annabelle

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so omg the tears. I think I'm actually proud of this book since this is like legit the only book I have ever been proud of every single chapter. YAY!

so is this awesome or no? please comment! and vote! 

this chappy is dedicated to KarolaTro because her writing is amazing and she actually likes this book. THANK YOU. You're as sweet as candyy (i used your saying ;))

Alright well.. peace and blessings.

-A x

P.S. I know the pic on the side is harry, but I dont care at all. I could write a 10 page rant on how that man is the most perfect human being ever and he is NOT a womanizer. This is just... well I'll let you fangirl cause I already did.

HIS THOUGH!!!