May 3rd, 2010 - letter 19

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by onetreehills

by onetreehills

Dear Louis,

I'm not friend with you anymore. Whenever you see me now you just give me a sad, hurt-filled look. You never try to talk to me anymore, you don't ask me to practice with you, I never go over to your house anymore.

Our friendship is over and it breaks my heart.

It breaks my heart that I'm not friends with you anymore, but it breaks my heart even more to know that it only took two weeks for you to give up on me.

I understand that my walls are high, maybe even higher then the empire state building, but they aren't impossible to climb. They aren't. They just take the right person to climb.

I know it was my stupid choice to stop being friends, but I thought you'd fight for me. I thought you'd.... I don't know. I just thought you'd fight for me, but you didn't.

I-I know you have your own problems, but I thought you actually liked me. I guess you didn't.

I miss you so much, Louis. I miss you so much.

When I was friends with you I'd wake up feeling alive and happy and full of emotions, but now I wake up and I'm empty. I have nothing.

You were literally my everything, Lou, and now... well now I have nothing.

Gosh, I screw up so badly.

-Annabelle

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did anyone notice how Belle started to use Annabelle again? anyone? just pointing that out.

i love you all. thank you for the comments and votes and omg i love you guys it means so much.

-A x