Letters To Louis // l.t.

March 15th, 2012 - letter 55

Dear Louis,

It's been a year since your death. A little more then a year if you are counting days.

It's been hard, very hard, moving on, and to be quite honest I still haven't. I've gotten a bit better though with the forgiveness and help of the boys. They miss you almost if not as much as me.

It's hard, but we help each other out. They're still famous and are becoming bigger each day.

You'd be proud. I bet you are proud.

I reapplied to Manchester. Fingers crossed I'll get in this time.

I haven't relapsed.

I've given up on Finley. She ignores me all the time.

What was the point of this letter?

Yeah, maybe I've gotten a bit better and maybe the lads are better, but there is nothing new to report. I'm still madly in love with you and you're still gone.

You are the love of my life and you aren't here anymore. You left and now you're just an angel in the sky.

I really miss you. Eventually I'll move on, but I'll never get over you. I love you. You, Louis Tomlinson, are the love of my life and no one will ever replace you. Ever. I really miss you though.

I'm really sad over your death. I feel empty. I'm getting help.

This letter isn't as romantic as I hoped it would be and it isn't delivering the message as I hoped it would, but then again I guess that no words can properly sum up my message.

The point is I love you, Louis. I'll never get over you. No one will ever replace you. You're the love of my life. How could I get over that?

You helped me beyond words. You gave me things I only prayed that one day I might get. You made my life within two years. You saved my life within numbered days. You saved me within the second you said 'hello'.

I love you, Louis. Thank you.

Thank you.

Thank you.

"You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy when skies are gray. You'll never know, dear, how much I love you."

Thank you.

Thank you. I love you.

-Your Belle

__________________

Legit one more letter and this story is over. I'm crying.

This was Belle's closure letter. thank you for reading this book. -A x