Letters To Louis // l.t.

April 9th, 2010 - letter 15

Dear Louis, (maybe I should start saying 'Dear Superman'? No, no, because then I would have to rename this letter book and I'm too lazy.)

Lou, I'm going to tell you. I'm going to open up to you. You've opened up to me so I'm going to return the favor.

I called you just a little bit ago, it's late and you answered with: "it's three in the morning! what do you need?" but then your tone softened when you realized it was me. I said I needed to tell you something -that it was important- and you said to meet at "our spot" in 10 minutes.

I'm so nervous though. But excited! I've finally found someone I can trust and someone who I can open up to. Maybe... you could help me stop? Maybe you could help me stop cutting and start eating and keeping my food in my stomach? 

I don't know, just- just maybe you could help.

Please don't hurt me, Lou. I've been hurt enough.

Time to go open up.

Please, Louis, don't hurt me. Still like me.

-Your Belle