Gray X Reader: My Protector (Wattys2016)

Another Important A/N

Hey guys, so this is an A/N on why I haven't been updating, I feel like you guys should read this A/N so you understand why I haven't been doing so.

Okay... well I don't know how to start...

Geez that's helpful, huh?

Whichever was I phrase it it's gonna come out wrong, but I'm gonna try.

So... I'm not well... and I will never get better. That's something that a lot of professionals have stated.

Before you worry, no I am not dying, so please don't worry about that.

But this thing I've got makes it hard to do things. So this year is my GCSE year, so for those of you who have no clue what that is, it's basically my last year of compulsory school when I get my school qualifications.

So I'm stressing out about that... a LOT. However when I get stressed st his thing that I have makes it worse to cope with it. So up until December I had to revise for my mock GCSE exams; December I had mock exams and Christmas (Christmas is also a time it gets worse), and January I got my mock results meaning I had to knuckle down. 

So it's not just revising, a lot of coursework has needed to be handed in, and I made the stupid mistake of taking Drama and Art together (*facepalm* I'm such a idiot) and my drama exam or performance (so 40% of my final grade) was on the same day as my art mock (5 hours of being silent whilst doing art) as well as my art coursework due in (60% of my exam) so yep. I was pretty stressed.

My art teacher changed the deadline for art after seeing how crap our work was so it got changed to the first day from the holidays and then we got it back and told to improve it.

But it's not just school, I'm eeally stressed with this thing that I've got and it's getting worse,  and yeah.

But although that's 50% of the problem the other 50% is the fact that I have a real bad case of writers block.

I wanna keep updating no matter what... but I'm sorry if the chapters seem unorganised... it's because of my lack of ideas.

I've said before I know where I want to go with this story, I just don't know how to get there. 

So that's why, so I know you guys may be like "Why didn't you tell us sooner?" Well the truth is because I know how annoying it is to be waiting for an update, and then your phone buzzes and you see a notification and you're like "YAS! THEY'VE UPDAT- DAMN YOU AUTHORS NOTE!"

😅 or maybe that's just me 😅

But this chapter is really just saying sorry and thank your for being patient, I will TRY to update soon, but I don't know for sure if I can.

My apologies,

Love,

Cupcakes!

xxx