Die for us

Am I too fucking dangerous for you?

Bryn’s POV –

I wake up to the sound of a door opening and shutting quietly. My eyes crack up, it was completely dark and my face was pressed against Jason’s chest. My eyelids droop, wanting to close and allow me to fall back asleep but soon I heard movement. Jason’s arms were around me and his chin was on my head, his embracement was strong and I loved how warm he was.

Someone must have turned the TV off because besides the fact that there was nothing but darkness in this room, there was no sound except for the tapping of a shoe against the floorboard. I carefully turn my body, trying my absolute hardest not to wake Jason. I glance at him as I turn around until my back was pressing against his chest. I managed to keep his arms wrapped around me.

Jason stirs, stretching is feet. I hear him sigh and snuggle into my hair, his arms pulling me tightly against his body. I stare out into the hallway and wait to see someone pass by, I had a feeling it was Blissity and if that happens to be the case than I’ll be having a little talk with her about how late she is coming home. Before I do that, I’ll have to take a look at the clock so I don’t make a fool of myself but judging by how dark it was, I’m supposing it must be pretty late.

I see someone pass and my body relaxes when I realize it was only Blissity. She looks into the living room and sees both Jason and I. I watch her, wondering if she could see me staring at her.

“It’s only ten, don’t ground me.” She whispers.

“Go to Zoey’s room.” I reply just as quietly.

“I have to change first!” Blissity’s voice was a combination of screaming and whispering.

Jason shifts, turning his head and removing his hands from around me. My heart accelerates and I begin to pray Jason doesn’t wake up. Blissity notices Jason moving from the sounds of him shifting in the couch and she quickly walks towards the staircase. I shut my eyes, stretching my arms and legs. Jason rubs my arm, kissing my shoulder.

“Who was that?” Jason’s voice was low, deep, and tired.

I start turning around again until I was facing him. Jason’s eyes were still shut; he was only half awake from all the whispering and movement. His body warmth was literally making me tired again. I just love sleeping with Jason, I loved having his arms wrapped around me and feeling his chest rise and fallagainst me. I loved hearing his soft breath and I just loved how every now and then he’d move his arm to stroke my back.

The guilt still haunts me but for now I’m able to push it to the side with how deep I’m falling into this pit of pure love.

“Just Zoey, go back to sleep.” I whisper kissing his chin.

Jason nods, moving his hand to hold the small of my back. I bring my hands together in front of his chest and shut my eyes. I softly tap my finger on Jason’s chest as I cover my face into the warmth of Jason’s neck. I kiss it softly a couple times and Jason flexes his fingers on my back.

“Baby...” Jason murmurs.

I feel goose bumps rising along my arms, “Yeah?”

Jason doesn’t reply and I’m guessing he was just talking in his sleep or just saying that to say it. Maybe he was telling me to stop kissing his neck but I couldn’t help myself, everything about him made me go wild with a craving to have him. I move my arms to wrap around his neck and Jason’s shoulders rise and fall as he takes a deep breath.

I hold onto Jason, listening to only the sound of him breathing. Is it weird that I even found that adorable? He was so calm, I loved him that way. I hate seeing him upset and I hated seeing him worry, it was great to be able to hold him this close and know that he wasn’t worrying about anything else but keeping me in his arms.