Die for us

I need you...

Bryn’s POV –

I scream after I hear the front door bang against the wall. I push my hands through my hair, pulling it back angrily. I shut my eyes, trying to remain calm but the anger was quickly getting to me. I punch the wall a couple times before walking over to my bed and falling face first onto the blankets.

To keep myself from screaming I bite down on the blankets, groaning.

How the hell did he find out about her?

We just had probably the most amazing time together and now we’re already fucked up again. I swear, Jason and I can never have a break. Now he’s pissed off at me and I’m sitting here looking like a damn idiot for not just telling him the truth from the start.

For him to tell me that I was just like Veronica...

Now not only was I upset with myself but I was also upset with his comparison. I was nothing like her, there were no similarities.

I shut my eyes, trying to keep the tears from building up. I stuff my face into my blankets and grip the sheets. Nothing I said to him would fix this situation and not only that but I know Jason was going to be questioning my loyalty.

He probably doesn’t even think I’m loyal at all.

How dare he say I don’t care about him, I should have yelled out that I was in love with him but he wouldn’t have believed it. I should have grabbed him even if he gave me a look that expressed nothing but fury and malice.

All my emotions were building up and the headache was coming back. I start to cry into my blankets and touching the back of my head, feeling the stiches. My shoulders bounce and I try to get a grip against the crying. I push myself up and roll over to my bedside table, grabbing my medication.

Before opening it I wipe the tears from my face and twist the cap and pour out three pills into my hand. I stand up and walk around my bed to exit my room, I already know Jason left and he probably won’t bother talking to me.

I can’t even call him because I don’t have my phone anymore. I guess going to his house is the only thing I can do.

On the other hand, I shouldn’t see him at all. I’m causing myself more stress and I’m supposed to be relaxing. I sigh as I walk out of my room and down the hall, I see Blissity walking up the staircase looking down at the floor.

“What happened?” I ask her, stepping in front of her.

She looks up from the floor, “I walked into the kitchen; I didn’t know Jason was in there and he saw me...”

I nod my head, holding onto the pills in my hand. “What did he say?”

“He asked who I was and I told him I was your sister...” Blissity mumbles, afraid I’d yell at her.

I bring my lips inside my mouth, slowly nodding my head as I walk around Blissity and go down the staircase. At least the truth was out and Blissity no longer needed to hide from Jason, it’s just fucked up that he had to find out this way.

If I were in his position I’d be furious too but not infuriated to the point where I’d make false comparisons and accusations. Jason’s temper was something I hated, he can’t control it and when he loses it he says the most ridiculous things.

How was I like Veronica?

As I think back on my many conversations with Jason, I walk into the kitchen and grab a cup from the cabinet. I look at the counter and see a bowl of Captain Crunch, Jason’s favorite cereal. I take the bowl and dump the cereal back inside the box.