Addicted (OITNB)

40- Snip Snip

I LOVE EAVESDROPPING. And being in a prison, you can't help but do it a lot in the small space. I've heard so many stories even if I don't want to hear them. In fact, the only time I can't eavesdrop is when we're eating, because it's so loud and rowdy.

But right now, as I sit in the Common Room all by myself, I can't help but overhear the conversation by two inmates behind me.

"What the fuck is that?" One asks.

I keep my eyes on the TV hanging on the wall, pretending to be interested in the video demonstrating how to cook veal.

"Scissoring... Like when you, you know," judging by her words I can tell she is imitating scissors with her hands.

Suddenly, the two girls burst out laughing, causing me to shamefully flinch.

"Sounds painful."

"Not if you do it right. I mean, let's face it, oral can get boring after a while."

I break my attention away from the two women when I feel a presence beside me. I look at Nicky, who relaxes back into the couch and smiles at me.

"What?" I can't help but smile back.

"Nothing, it's just that you're watching TV. I've never seen you watch TV."

I raise an eyebrow at her. "And?"

"And it just looks like you're at home, and I'm with you." She pats the couch.

My smile falters. I wish that was real, that I would be in my apartment and Nicky would be too, that we would have a normal life together. Maybe one day.

"Just imagine, you come home and sit down on the couch next to me, and I do this..." I subtly move closer to her, my hand slowly crawling up her thigh. I look over her shoulder at the same time, making sure no one is watching.

"Jesus... Horny much?" Nicky chuckles, staring at me in disbelief.

I smirk and rest my hand between her legs. She appears to be confused yet intrigued at the same time. And to be honest, I don't know what has suddenly gotten over me either.

I palm her, listening to her stuttering breaths in my ear. I'm turned on, not by Nicky's reaction but by the fact that we are only a few feet away from inmates who are completely oblivious to the fact that there are two girls trying to get it on.

The voice of the two inmates from earlier echoes through my head, making me contemplate whether or not we should try it. It sounds painful, but Nicky and I need change.

"How about we take this somewhere else?" Nicky whispers, her eyes on the inmates.

I move away from her and stand up before she does. I put my hand out for her to grab. She does and I hoist her to her feet.

I pretty much gallop out of the Common Room, hand in hand with Nicky and evidently excited about trying something new. Nicky sends me a weird look but grins.

As we turn a corner, I nearly crash into Ryder. My smile immediately drops as I stare up at him, a sympathetic look on his face. Then, when his eyes land on my fingers wrapped around Nicky's his face loses its softness.

"No holding hands, inmates." He snaps, catching me off guard.

I don't let go for a few seconds, and instead continue to stare at him as if asking if he is joking. But when I see his lips shake with the force of keeping them in a straight line, I know he's not.

I let go of Nicky and he shoves past, walking straight between us. Nicky stumbles when his shoulder purposely collides with his. We both watch his back in confusion, until he disappears around the corner.

"What's up with him?" Nicky asks, although she seems unfazed by his behaviour.

"I don't know... He's usually nicer than that." I say, repeating the scenario through my head over and over again. Maybe he was just trying to do his job? But he usually goes a nicer way with it. And the way his facial expressions changed so quickly...

"Come on," Nicky grabs my hand again and drags me towards the Chapel.

"COME ON, EVIE! You wanted to do this ten minutes ago." Nicky complains, sitting up but continuing to straddle me.

I lazily slump my head against steps leading towards the stage.

"I've lost my mojo." I say, earning another groan from her.

"Why? So what that CO was a dick, aren't they all?"

"I know, I know. I just don't feel like it anymore, okay?" I slowly rub her waist.

Nicky frowns. "But I was so excited, I mean I've never seen you so controlling." She leans down and grazes the skin beneath my ear. I let her suck on it, feeling myself slowly become aroused again.

"Hm, maybe." I say, closing my eyes in bliss. I feel Nicky smile against me. She sits up again.

Nicky pulls off her top in one swift movement and begins to fumble with her bra. I watch lazily, too tired to get naked as well.

I hear the bra unhook and she moves to remove it, only to come to a sudden stop when someone's voice other than ours floods the room.

"I think you should know that I am here before you go any further."

I sit up so fast, almost sending Nicky flying off my lap. I gasp and hug myself, even though I'm the one fully clothed.

"What are you doing in here?!" I screech angrily, my heart thumping aggressively against my chest wall.

"Why else would I be in a Chapel, stupid? I'm praying!" Millie argues back. She is kneeling with her elbows propped against the back of a seat on the other side of the room. The chapel is so dimly lit that we didn't even notice her being there.

Nicky doesn't seem to care much about the fact that she is almost naked in front of my sister, maybe because she's used to a lot of women seeing her body.

"Why are you having sex in here, that's so disrespectful." Millie says and if it was a regular Chapel, I'd agree. However, this was the only other place we could do anything, unfortunately.

I expected Millie to be more disgusted about the fact that I'm having sex with Nicky, but she seems to have given up.

"Well, where else are we supposed to do it?"

"I don't know, your bed? Or maybe the sheds? Or- Wait, no. I'm not talking to you about this." Millie moves to face the front again, resting her forehead against her fist.

Nicky and I give each other looks that read "what should we do", as we wanted to stay yet Millie was showing no signs of leaving.

"Shed?" Nicky suggests.

"No, now I've definitely lost my mojo." I collapse on my back and close my eyes, resting my arm over my eyes lazily.

A/N

I hate this chapter but it's more of a filler because I realised that I haven't updated since February, and that's crazy! Next chapter will hopefully be longer and more interesting, and will be up much sooner!

P.s I don't even know with the first part, to be honest I was just horny and then I was no longer horny (much like Evie, I lost my mojo) lmao TMI SORRY BYE