he isnt that bad

jacob's first day out

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hi guys the first chapter has also disappeared now dont know why anyway while i am upset and annoyed that the story will be different i loved writing it so much i am going to rewrite it.the main points of the story will stay the same but i dont remember who said what and where. so its kind of a new story. sorry if i miss out parts you liked i will try my best to rewrite it as best as i can. hopefully this wont magically disappear.

rachel is sat in the lima bean waiting for her friends kurt and blaine its a warm day and the first day ince jacob was born that rachel felt ok bringing him out of thr house. apart from his hospital visits he hadnt been outnlf the house since she tuck him home after he was born.

she was glad to be out of the house while her dad leroy was been very encouraging and supportive her other dad hiram was having a harder time dealing with the fact that rachel had a baby.

rachel sat there watching her six week old green eyed baby boy waking up in his stroller she watched him intently.

it had been a weird experience becoming a mom all throughout her pregnancy she had been upset and angry with herself for having gotton pregnant. now jacob was here she couldnt believe how much she loved him she hadnt been apart from him apart from having a shower.

she is due back at school on monday and is dreading been away from him sebastian's mom maggie is going to watch him next week as she and sebastian still need to sort out day care.

" hey diva" kurt said hugging her as he arrived at the table with blaine

" hey" rachel said smiling at her friends

" you did it" blaine said high fiving her he was the one she had called at lunch time freaking out about bringing him out.

" i did though i very nearly didnt" rachel admitted

" well as promised i told you if you did i would buy your coffee" blaine said before heading to the counter kurt sat next to her.

" how are you feeling about monday" kurt asked

" dont i feel sick thinking about it" rachel said

" aleast smirking meerkat is helping" kurt said

" talking about me kurt i didnt know you were such a fan of mine" sebastian said rachel and kurt both turned to see sebastian stood there.

" i was..." kurt started to say sebastian wasnt listening he had walked round the table and was niw picking his son up. he sat down next to the stroller holding him kissing his forehead as he said hello to him.

" how is your dad" kurt asked him

" he is an ass kurt what do you want me to say" sebastian said

" here we are one soy latte" blaine said placing her coffee infront of her.

" thank you" rachel said facing blaine

" you are just the cutest yes you are" sebastian said to jacob in a baby voice rachel kurt and blaine all looked at him surprised.

" what" sebastian asked looking up to see them staring

" nothing" blaine said

" so what you guys doing tonight" sebastian asked

" we are going to breadstixs " blaine said

" are you going with them" sebastian asked her

" no" rachel said

" you should" sebastian said

" how can i and anyway i dont want to intrude" rachel said

" he is right you should come with us" blaine said

"  jacob" rachel said

" bring him" kurt said

" i will have him" sebastian said

" but i wouldnt know what time to pick him up" rachel said

" dont worry about it i will drop him off at ten" sebastian said

" thats to late" rachel said

" no i mean ten in the morning" sebastian said

" you want him over night" rachel asked

" well yeah i am his dad" sebastian said

" but" rachel started to say

" it might be a good thing rach help you prepare for monday" blaine said

" i dont know" rachel said getting worked up

" my mom is home she will be there i wouldn't do it if i tnought for a moment it wasnt safe.... please" sebastian said

" ok" rachel said

" im going to phone my mom wont be a minute" sebastian said standing up and placing jacob in her arms rachel cuddled her son feeling sick at the thought of been apart.

" rach he will be fine" kurt said as tears flooded down her face

" my mom is excited" sebastian said returning to the table

" you should stay at mine rach tonight " blaine said

" when are you taking him" rachel asked sebastian

"  whenever your ready for me too" sebastian said sitting back down.

rachel kissed jacob's face showering him with loveshe knew if she didnt let sebastian take him now she never would sebastian seemed to sense this and stood up.

rachel placed jacob into his stroller he was going to sleep she stroked his little cheek one more time before nodding to sebastian to take him kurt had stood up and was hugging her.

" i need the car seat" sebastian said rachel nodded and followed him out to her car she was trying to compose herself.

she opened the car and went to get the car seat out.

" i will get it out" sebastian said and he did it on the first attempt rachel then followed him to his car which was park three bays away from hers. once gain he managed to do thr car seat on the first go.

" shall i put him in or do you want to" sebastian asked

" i will" rachel said getting a now sleeping jacob out of his stroller and placed him gently into the car seat without waking him up. sebastian was tackling the stroller into his trunk whilst she stood watching jacob looking so tiny in sebastian's range rover.

" rachel he will be fine i promise " sebastian said seeing her stood there.

" i know" rachel said

" here write down anything you want me to know" sebastian said handing her a notepad and pen.

a few minutes later rachel was done she handed the pad and pen back to sebastian then fou d herself once more getting upset.

" i will ring you if he needs you and if you have tl ring md every five minutes thats ok" sebastian said before surprising her by hugging her it was a quick hug but she knew he knew how hard it was for her.

sebastian closed the car door and then got into thd front and rachel felt arms around her as both kurt and blaine hugged her as she watched sebastian drive off with jacob.

" there is only one thing for it rach you need cheesecake " kurt said

" why dont we go to yours ravh get your things and then head to breadstixs " blaine said rachel nodded still crying for her baby.

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hope this chapter is as hood as the original first chapter was