he isnt that bad

an unusual day

its saturday and jacob is now almost five months old to daybis a busy day for everyone but rachel tp is the day that quinn hopes to move into rachel's old house.

which meand the house has to be emptied the furniture is staying but her dads clothes are to be removed but rachel herself cant face doing that. so sebastian has gotton a grounp of helpers in other words  puck thad nick jeff mike and sam. they are to box all her dads stuff and bring it to the house and put it in the storage room that the smythes have. so that rachel can go through them when she feels ready too. hunter is helping quinn pack up her things.

kurt and blaine are at the smythe house with rachel and jacob trying tl distract her rachdl is suffering from guilt. she feels bad that she is making others do it but she just cant face it. she hasnt been to the house since she was told they were dead.

its now eleven am rachel is changing jacob's diaper when sebastian arrives looking sorrowful at her.

" what is it whats wrong" rachel asked

" i found this amongst your dads things" sebastian said holding out what looked like a stack of diaries.

" i didnt know my dads kept diaries" rachel said

" i thought you might like to read them" sebastian said

" what if its not good" rachel said

" i could read them to you then i can edit anything you might be uncomfortable hearing" sebastian said

" you would do that" rachel said as she redressed jacob.

" rach you know i would do anything for you and our little man wheres my little soldier " sebastian said putting the stack of diaries down and picking jacob up. he then proceeded to makes jacob laugh by pulling funny adorkable faces even kurt and blaine here in stitches.

" your a dork" rachel said standing up

" i know and you wouldnt want me any other way well except perhaps naked" sebastian said

" honestly " rachel giggled

" there is a baby in the house" kurt said

" yeah and how do you think he was created eh kurt do you think rach and i were stood in a tightly packed elevator and it just happened" sebastian said

" ok i dont need to know about that thank you"  kurt said

" right well im off back to the house to get more things will you be ok without me" sebastian asked rachel who had just gone to wash her hands.

" yeah i will be fine" rachel said taking hold of jacob who cried wanted sebastian

" its ok little man i will be back soon yes i will and we will have cuddles yes we will" sebastian said in hus baby voice before kissing rachel.

" ok i best be off" sebastian said winking at her making ber tummy flutter.

jacob was crying for his dad now rachel tried to cheer him up blaine and kurt tried to it resulted in the three of them singing to him which he seemed to enjoy. although at one point when kurt did a high note jacob had a very surprised very confused expression on his face. rachel couldnt control her lauhing after seeing it it was exactly the look sebastian had when kurt said or did certain things.

" he is a mini seb" blaine said as kurt went to the toilet

" i know" rachel said

" this is going to interesting especially as he gets older" blaine said.

that night

rachel laid in bed with sebastian jacob was asleep in his crib  sebastian had one arm around her and he held one of her dads diaries in the other.

" are you ready " sebastian asked

" i think so" rachel said

" we dont have to do this" sebastian said

" i kniw but i want to hear it they wrote it they felt it" rachel said

" ok" sebastian said he kissed the top of her head beforee he began to read

our princess won yet another singing competition today we are both so proud of her she is fearless she knocks all her competitors out of the water. we might have to move house as all her trophies are filling our house. i hope she is proud of herself too i hope she knows just how incredible she is

" you ok" sebastian asked

" yeah read another one" rachel asked sebastian flicked through randomly

rachel had her twelve week scan today we were both so wortied she has been so stressed out we feared for the baby. i ws pleased when we arrived at the clinic to see sebastian waiting hink he might want to be involved i hooe so rachel needs all the support she can get.
  the scan went fine rachel was emotional i think it made the situation much more real to her i do worry about her and what this going to mean for her futurr. she is so determined to keep the baby then again she was never one to run from her responsibilities.  i hole she knows that while we are angry about her future and her life been changed we love her and we always will nothing could make us not love her shenis our world.

" you ok" sebastian asked

" yeah im glad we are doing this" rachel said

" do you want me to read another " sebastian asked

" will you find one from when jacob was first born" rachel said

" ofcourse " sebastian said it tuck him a minute or so to find it.

its been a weird day seeing our baby having her baby she did so well though 23 hours of labour she was brilliant she was terrified but she did it. when we heard he cry out at home we panicked the drive to the hospital was terrifying. she was such a star though there were woman on the ward twice her ages freaking out more than she did. sebastian was there for the whole thing despite the fact they are so awkward around each other i think him been there helped her. i knwo he helped me to know the boy who got my princess pregnant seems t care. im now a proud grandfather of jacob who is absolutely perfect he ha his mothers lung capacity that is for sure. at one point i believe he hit a high e after middle see not many people can do that think we might have another performer innthe family. i hear sebastian is a singer to so its no wonder jacob is vocally gifted i look forward to watching him grow up.

" awe" sebastian said

" that was so sweet" rachel said

" yeah" sebastian said

" and they included you" rachel said

" yeah and it wasnt that bastard impregnated our baby we are going to kill him" sebastian said

" honestly " rachel laughed

" am i in yours." sebastian asked