he isnt that bad

family secrets and memories

rachel was sat on her bed bouncing jacob on her knee making him laugh whle she looked through some of the programmes they jad found in the metal chest in her dads garden.

sebastian walked in carrying another pile of them and placed on the bed rachel couldnt believe two higs firsty that her dads had owned these but secondly why they had buried them and never told her.

" i have found room in a cupboard downstwirs for the rest" sebastian said sitting down next to her jacob started to wriggle for sebastian who tuck him kissing him before setting down on on his knee.

" i know these must be worth something but that cant be the only reason" rachel said

" maybe there is something inside them look your tired we can look through them tomorrow lets get this little man ready for bed and snuggle up in bed and watch netflix" sebastian asked

" good idea" rachel said

later that night

rachel was laid snuggled up to sebastian she was thinking about her dads thinking of memories she has not thought about in years.

she was also thinking about jacob how she hoped to have such precious memories with him as she had with her dads. she thought of sebastian how he hadnt had happy memories with his father but would with his son.

" you ok" sebastian asked

" just thinking" rachel said

" what about" sebastian asked stroking her arm

" jacob you me my dads" rachel said

" do you need to be distracted" sebastian asked before kissing her forehead and giving her a very hopeful look.

" yes please" rachel said

" your wish is my command prepare to have your mind blown" sebastian said rachel giggled.

the next morning

rachel woke up wanting to spend the day wisely she wanted to take jacob out she wanted to make memories with him.

she got up sebastian was still sleeping she walked over to jacob's crib he was starting to stir he was stretching he looked so cute.

" morning baby" rachel said as he looked up at her a smile on his little perfect face.

" is it moring jacob is it time to wake up yes it is" rachel cooed at him before picking him up the as the smell of his diaper.

" oh i know what im doing before anything" rachel said as she carried him over to the changing table and set about changing his diaper.

" morning" sebastian said from the bed

" oh morning" rachel said

" wow what the hell did he eat yesterday " sebastian said as he got out of bed

" well i was actually thinking of starting him on solid food" rachel said

" yeah i was thinking that too" sebastian said

" he is the right age" rachel said

" he is" sebastian said

" i was thinking we could take him out today" rachel said

" ok" sebastian said

later that morning

rachel was recording jacob on the baby swing at the park sebastian was gentle pushing him jacob was giggling.

" he loves it think we might have a daredevil on our hands" sebastian said

" he is fearless" rachel said

" he is he gets that from you " sebastian said

" you mean from you " rachel said

" no im serious your fearless look at life has thrown at you this past year yet your still standing still smiling you should give yourself credit" sebastian said rachel was touched at his words.

" is your mommy an inspiration " sebastian said to jacob as he got him put of the swing.

" shall we have some lunch " rachel asked

" good idea" sebastian said they headed to a cafe across the street from the park.

after finding a table jacob was already asleep in his stroller as they ordered their food.

" so with jacob asleep i have you all to myself" sebastian said reaching across the table and holding her hands.

" i like it just been the three of us" rachel said

" i never thought we would be the three of us i dreamed about it then qgain i also dreqmed about just the two of us they were good dreams the reality smashes it out of the park though" sebastian said rachel blushed.

that afternoon

after lunch they headed to the mall and to a toy store and got jacob a new play mat and afterwards rachel tuck jacob to change his diaper and when when she walked out of the baby changing facilities she saw sebastian stood holding a bag and a he was looking at her with smouldering eyes.

" ok what have you been upto" rachel asked

" all will be revealed some enough babe" sebastian said

author notice

hi guys hope you have enjoyed this chapter after everything thing that has been happening in the story i wanted a nice smytheberry day.

also i apologise for not updating much over the past few days i had a little accidend on Saturday. despite wearing my brand new six inch heels on Friday night and drinking several cocktails i suffered no injury.  however on Saturday having just arrived at a friends house for a bbq i fell over her dachshund named kevin whilst wearing flat shoes. kevin was unjured i however have banged my knee pretty bad so after spending several hours in the emergency room i am now on crutches. i had knee surgery last year on same knee so im having to rest it. on the plus side i cant do any decorating for a few days. i will try to update when i can.