he isnt that bad

rachel's fears

as rachel and quinn ate the pizza they spoke about different things though rachel saw quinn looking at her with concern.

" when i got accepted into yale i thought my life was back on track but im not going now with having beth back.  hunter is going to ohio state for a year before tranfering to new york. i plan to go to new york when you do i think the mot important thing is we all stick together." quinn said rachel couldnt stop herself brom bursting into tears.

" oh rach What's the matter" quinn asked hugging her.

" im terrified " rachel said

" of what" quinn asked softly.

" while its true i did decide to repeat senior year so i wouldnt be taking jacob away from seb thats not the only reason the thruth is im scared quinn im scared of the future. i dont know if i will be going tp nyada next year i dont know what my future is going to be" rachel said

" no one does" quinn said

" i did i used too i dont want to fail i dont wa t to let jacob down" rachel said

" jacob is already proud of you rach when he is older and knows how young you were when you had him and hiw he was only twelve weeks old when you lost your dads he will be proud of how you threw yourself into motherhood. you have nothing to be ashsmed of i feel guilty for having beth young but look at shelby we are half her age but we are better moms than she has ever been. " quinn said

" i have been hiding behind the fact that by staying back at school im putting the future off but now the idea that this time next year i have to face up to it..." rachel was saying but quinn cut her off.

" rach just remember you have sebastian his mom me and hunter blaine will still be here brittany is repeating the year also its scary and uncertain but your not alone and whatever you decide to do nyada or not we are all here for you and will support you no matter what" quinn said

" yeah im been stupid" rachel said wiping her eyes.

" no your not you have had an unbelievably difficult year your allowed to be upset" quinn said

" thank you" rachel said hugging quinn.

" now why dont we watch a comedy dvd and chill out" quinn said rchel nodded they ended up watching forgetting sarah Marshall.

just as the credits were rolling the front door opened and in walked sebastian and hunter beth ran to hunter who picked her up and cuddled her.

" hey" rachel said sebastian walked over and flopped down onnthe couch next to rachel and pulled her into a cuddle.

" how come your back " rachel asked

" well hunt and i were stood talking watching a bunch of our friends getting drunk and falling over which i admit was hilarious. anyway we got talking and agreed we would much rather be with our fine ladies so i drove us hone as hunter knew quinn was here" sebastian said it was thennthat he saw her eyes were puffy.

" come with me a moment " sebastian said taking her hand and leading her into the kitchen.

" you gave been crying" he asked softly.

" yeah" rachel said

" have i upset you" sebastian asked

" no nothing like that just the future i have been thinking about the future" rachel said he nodded.

" me too" sebastian said

" really" rachel asked

" yeah we are getting the new york apartment from my mom so i have been thinking about night when the weather is bad been all snuggled up in bed with you" sebastian said

" so you have beennthinking about our future sex life" rachel giggled

" well yeah its vitally important  but seriously though i have been thinking and you know that whatever you decide to do i will be on your side by your side" sebastian said rachel cuddled up to him.

" i love you" rachel said

" i love you" sebastian said kissing the top of her head.

" i think its just with kurt graduating everything is changing " rachel said

" yeah it is but you handle change better than you think i lost count of the times when you were pregnant you said you couldnt do it how you thought you wouldnt be a good mom. yet your the best life has thrown a lot at you this year yet look at your your still standing your stronger than your think your the strongest person i know. " he said

" now lets go back to our friends and have a nice evening" sebastian said taking hold of her hand and leading her through to the living room where hunter and quinn were laughing hysterically.

" i have just been telling quinn about thr pranks we dalton boys play on each other" hunter said as sebastian satdown he pulled rachel onto his lap and wrapoed his arms around her.

" yeah we have played some incredible ones" sebastian said

" like the time we switched everything around in nick and jeffs rooms and they didnt realise for two days." bunter said.

" or the time thad stitched up the arm holes in my blazer and i tried for ten minutes to get the damn thing on" sebastian said

"i know this wasnt a prnk but do you remember when i fell over innthe shower room and trent tried to help me up" hunter said

"yeah the look of his eyes he was like in a trance" sebastian said

" but the  the best prank goes to you" hunter said

" what did you do" rachel asked

" he hacked the school computer system and cancelled math for two months for our year" hunter said

" did you get into trouble " rachel asked

" no because they never found out the teavhers just assumed it had been a computer glitch or something " sebastian said

" tell rach what you were telling me while they were in the kitchen" quinn said

" as pay back for thad stitching sebastian's blazer we got him drunk and when he was in bed we stitched his bed sheet to his mattress so he couldn't get out of bed" hunter said rachel couldnt help but laugh.

" we best get beth home and too bed" quinn said

half an hour later

rachel was in the shower quinn hunter and beth had now gone sebastian was locking up downstairs.

it had been a lovely evening yes she had cried but she had laughed too she thpught as the water washed over her. she then felt hands on her and she smiled.

" hello sebastian " she giggled.

" now how did you know that  was me" he chuckled in her ear causing butterflies in her tummy.

" now remember how we spoke about our future sex life how about i give you a preview of whats to come" sebastian said before kisding her neck.