he isnt that bad

i know...

the next morning rachel woke up to find jacob's crib was empty and sebastian wasnt next to her she looked at her clock it was ten past nine she felt exhausted as she got up had a quick shower then dressed in her sweats and headed downstairsl

" mommy is awake" sebastian said as she reached the bottom of the stairs jacob in his arms.

" where is my jacob" rachel said taking him from sebastian to cuddle him he was looking at her smiling making her smile too he was so adorable.

" thank you for last night" rachel said

" no need to thank me" sebastian said he was acting odd

" you ok" rachel asked

" yeah fine" sebastian said before walking up the stairs to his room rachel felt her tummy rumble so she headed to the kitchen.

she poured herself a coffee and grabbed a bagel from the bread bin before heading oyt into the garden to eat it. rachel was wearing another one of sebastian's  purchases a navy onsie with a large red j on it for jacob.

ten minutes later

" im going to yours soon puck is gonna help me get the last of your things " sebastian said appearing in the doorway

" thank you" rachel said

" my mom is meeting with her lawyer will you be alright on your own shall i call kurt" sebastian asked

" i will ring him " rachel said

" ok i best be going" sebastian said he walked towards her and bent and kissed jacob before walking back into the house.

rachel rang kurt who said he was on his way to see her anyway and that he wouldnt be long.

sebastian

sebastian arrived at rachels house and let himself in using her key he went upstairs to her room and started placing some books into a book before pausing to look at her wall that she covered with photos of herself during performances. certificates were pinned up proudly of competitions she had won. the girl in the photos was of a very different rachel than she was now. these photos represented her life before it got complicated before she became a mom before she lost her dads. sebastian felt a pang of guilt as he looked at the happy smiling rachel on the wall one who had such high hopes for her future.

he turned and looked at the wall opposite which was covered with photos of jacob and her scan photos sebastian looked at them all surprised at how much jacob had actually grown since he was born.

(buszzing)

sebastian tuck his cell out of his pocket and saw puck had texted him saying he was at the house sebastian went down stairs to let him in.

a minute later both boys were back upstairs in her room sorting out the last of her things.

" thanks for helping" sebastian said to him

" no worries" puck said

sebastian set about taking down the photos and placing them carefully into a box pausing occasionally to look more closely at them.

" i know you know" puck said suddenly

" you know i know what" sebastian asked

" no i mean i know i mean i want you to know that i  know" puck said

" what are you talking about" sebastian asked

" the night you slept with rachel" puck said sebastian turned and looked in disbelief at puck