he isnt that bad

moving forward

the next morning rachel felt like she was in a world of her own after the excitement and shocks of yesterday her mind was now focused on her dads.

the morning was a hive of activity as various friends got ready some needed to head off as soon as they were awaje others hung back for breakfast which was made by maggie.

rachel wasnt feeling very sociable right niw she wanted to be alone with her thoughts and she wanted jacob sebastian had told her he would be back in a minute she wondered what he was doing.

then she saw him carrying jacob he had gobe for him he made his way passed several sleeping bags which were scattered on the pool house floor and placed jacob in her arms.

" morning baby" rachel said showering her son with kisses.

" you ok" sebastian asked rachel noddee not wanting to spoil the effort he had put in to make her happy.

" ok everyone its been lovely but you all really need to get lost now" sebastian said

" honestly " quinn laughed her and hunter had been have a very intense make out session.

" ooh wanting privacy " santana giggled.

" i just believe that absence makes the heart grow fonder" sebastian said opening the door rachel sat there holding jacob.

" come everyone quicks the word sharps the notion" sebastian said

" bye rach" quinn said hunter waved

" bye" blaine said

" see you later diva" kurt said

" enjoy" santana said

" bye " brittany said

" see you Monday " artie said

" bye guys" both tina and sam said

" see ya diva" mercedes said

" bye" sam said

" be good " puck said as seshut the door.

" you know its an effort bedn nice to all if of them" sebastian said walking over and sitting down next to her. it was now they were alone rachel let her emotions out.

" talk to me" sebastian said talking her hand

" i feel guilty i should have gone to their grave yesterday " rachel said

" rach they would rather you have a special day theanngo there but we can go there now if you want" sebastian said

" would you come with me" rachel asked

" ofcourse i will i wouldnt let you do that on your own i kind of guessed you would want to i got some flowers yesterday for us to take" sebastian said

" you did" rachel asked looking at him.

" this might surprise you but i know you i mean i kind of know how you feel without you telling me" sebastian said
" thank you" rachel said as jacob started crying

" why dont you feed him then we will get dressed go to your dads grave then come back and have a quiet day" sebastian said

" sounds good " rachel said

just over an hour later

rachel was in sebastian's car jacob was gurgling away in his car seat as sebastian pulled up at the cemetery rachel got jacob out of the car sebastian got the flowers from the trunk. then they sliwly made their way to the hared grave her dads had been laid to rest in.

" you want me to take him" sebastian said as they reached the grave rachel nodded he handed her the flowers as he tucknjacob and tuck a step back to give her space.

rachel didnt know what to do or say shs simply stood looking at the headstone for several minutes tears rolling down her face before bending and placing the flowers on the ground.

once they were back hone rachel went to get changed into her swests she had dressed upto go to her dads grave.

as she left her room sebastianwas stood outside her door holding jacob.

" is he ok" rachel said

" he is fine its you im worried about so i figured  us boys need to distract you so come on" sebastian said walking down the hall.

" where we going" rachel asked following him

" my room" sebastian said

" why" rachel asked

"i have a entertainment centre in my room i thought we could have a dvd day and just relax" sebastian said opening hus bedroom door for her. she had never beennin his room before it was very sebastian the furniture was expensive looking the walls were navy the drapes were red forever the dalton boy.  on the nightstand by the bed a tray was placed with a jug of juice and some sandwiches.

" make yourself comfy" sebastian said handing jacob to her he sat onnthe edge of his bed as he put on his tv and placed a dvd in racgel was surprised as funny girl started to play.

" anybody asks we watched die hard" sebastian said climbing onto the bed.

" rach come on get comfy" sebastian said patting then bed rachel oved so she was now laid back the bed was so comfy jacob was laid inbetween them playing with a teething ring.

they spent all day like that just laid their just the three of them watching tv nothing and nobody else mattered.

sebastian brought the travel cot through so jacob could have his nap whilst he was asleep they cuddled up closer and started to make out.

they were lost in the kiss they kissed for ages sebastian's hand was on her hip the whole time rachel broje the kiss needing air.

" i enjoyed that" sebastian said making her giggle they laid their looking at ech other without saying anything they startee to kiss again this time was different. rachel knew what she wanted and reached for the hemp of his tshirt.

" are you sure" sebastian asked looking concerned

" i have never been more sure of anything " rachel said they began kissing again this time the innocence was gone they explored each other with their hands.....