he isnt that bad

woah!!!

sebastian

sebastian is stood there on the drive his head in his hands thoughts racing through his mind why did i say it whats she going to think now she is awkward around me enough. i cant believe i said it how can i take it back. tears forming and starting to trickle down his face as he stares at the ground.

" you love her" finn's  voice bringing him our of his reverie

" just go please just go" sebastian said

" you said you love her" finn said the next thing sebastian knew his mom was infront of him pulling him into a hug.

rachel

rachel couldnt believe what she had just heard it must be wrong surely if he was in love with her she would have picked up on something they had spent so much time together because of jacob.

rachel was stood frozen in the doorway by his admission also by the fact thst both her dads and sebastian's mom her in the room with her.

then it came all the emotions the stress of the week jacob been sick  charles doing what he had done finn finally speaking to her. now this it was to much she  just burst into tears.

next she felt leroy put his arms around her she saw sebastian stood with his head in hjs hands been comfirted by maggie sbe had forgot with the shock of it all that finn was even there as she saw him getting into his car.

" i cant deal wih this not now" rachel said leroy squeezed her tightly

" why dont we take jacob upstairs" leroy said rachel nodded the mother in her kicking in he was sick and needed his medicine.

" you go up i will bring him" leroy said rachel made her way to her room thinking how hard been in the same room as sebastian was going to be from now on. she didnt know how she felt about his admission it had never occurred to her that he would have feelings for her.

leroy walked into her room with jacob rachel tuck him from him and looked at him he really did have sebastian's eyes there was no denying that.

rachel sorted out his medicine after putting on her bed momentarily focused on her duties as a mom.

once his medicine was done she held him in her arms his little face looking up at her he smiled at her making ger smile back he was so perfect so innocent. leroy sat down on tbe bed next to her looking at her rachel felt the stress all come flooding back.

" so its been quite a day for you" leroy said

" daddy i..." rachel started to say

" i know sweetie you have a lot to deal with but surely this cant have come as that much of a surprise " leroy said rachel looked at him.

" you knew" rachel asked slowly

" i suspected yes yesterday proved it he didnt like sam hugging you" leroy said

" i thought that was because he didnt like someone else holding jacob " rachel said

" maybe you saw it that way because you didn't want to deal with it" leroy said

" no daddy i never thought for a minute that he..." rachel started to say

" well whatever you know now and now you need to think about what it means" leroy said

" it means things are going to be so awkward between us even more than they already are" rachel said

" so finn is talking again" letoy said

" yeah" rachel said

" so two guys are in love with you" leroy said

" i thought having a baby was complicated" rachel said before crying again.

" well i cant blame either boy for been enchanced by you my dear" leroy said thennthere was a knock on her doir rachel felt sick.

"  its just me" hiram said

" come in" leroy said

" are you ok" hiram asked walking over and sitting down at her the other side of her.

" i dont know how i feel " rachel said

" where is he..." leroy asked

" downstairs though he didnt want to come into the house said he was going to a hotel" hiram said

" bless him of all the ways he probably thought of saying it that was probably the last way he would have wanted or thought he would" leroy said

" yeah he seems pretty devastated to me" hiram said

" you stay with rach im going to take jacob down to him i think he needs a cuddle from him" leroy said

" your right the love you have for your child is pure not affected by emotions " hiram ssid as leroy tuck jacob and left the room.

" i know i havent been the most supportive especially not of sebastian thruth is leroy told me he suspected he had feelings for you but i didnt believe it. " hiram said

" everything is so messed up now " rachel said

" yeah but i dont know anyone who handles drama better than you" hiram said hugging her.

meanwhile downstairs

" im not staying here" sebastian said as he held jacob

" yes you are your son is sick" maggie said

" mom i cant stsy here" sebastian said

" seb just breathe " maggie said

" why did i have to ssy it everything was fine i have ruined everything " sebastian said  crying

" no you havent" maggie said

" yes i have you saw her face she freaked out" sebastian said

" yes because she wasnt expecting it." maggie said

" she doesnt feel the same" sebastian said

" you have to talk to her" maggie said

" i cant" sebastian said

" yes you can" maggie said

" no i cant" sebastian said

" seb look at jacob just look at him he is an innocent little baby only seven weeks old your his dad rachel is his mom no matter how hard or difficult the conversation is going to be you have to do for him. " maggie said

" what if she doesn't want to talk" sebastian said

" she will seb she will do it for jacob's sake too" maggie said sebastian looked at jacob who was completely oblivious to all the drama and was smiling away.

" ok" sebastian said handing jacob to his mom and standing up heading for the stairs....