later that day rachel was in sebastian's room which was basically her room changing jacob's diaper when sebastian came walking out of the ensuite with only a towel around his waist.
" try to control yourself rach " sebastian chuckled
" its hard" rachel giggled
" how can you tell" sebastian said and she blushed as she was fastening the prestuds on jacob's onsie she had bathed him and was getting ready to put him to bed.
" are you sure your alright me going to the party i dont mind staying home and celebrating with you" sebastian said
" yeah im sure im quite looking forward to having the house to myself well with a five month old" rachel said maggie was going out tonight so there was no one to watch jacob.
" only if your sure i wont get drunk and i wont be late" sebastian called
" seb its ok i dont mind its a big deal wes and david are graduating go have fun" rachel said as she picked jacob up off the changing table and cuddled him he wss getting sleepy.
" night night little man daddy will see you tomorrow yes i will" sebastian said innhus baby voice.
after putting jacob in his crib he settled quickly and rachel headed downstairs to make herself something for dinner while sebastian finished getting dressed.
rachel was stirring her pasta when sebastian walked in the smell of his cologne made her smile he placed the baby monitor on the counter.
" well how do i look gorgeous or simply bedable" sebastian asked rachel turned around and saw him wearing jeans and a blue and white checked shirt he looked gorgeous.
" both" rachel said he smirked and walked over to her pulling her to him.
" i really dont need to go i could stay here and we could work on your vocal range" sebastian said before kissing her neck.
" why do i think your not talking bout singing " rachel said
" because you know me and you know what i do to you and you know what you do to me" sebastian said
" honestly " she giggled.
" i wont be late then maybe we could gave our own party" sebastian said
rachel detached herself from his arms to turn the heat off and pour out her pasta sebastian was patting her bum the whole time.
" if i dont go know i have you on the kitchen counter so i will be going you should hve a nice bath then i can be at the party thinking of you in the bath" sebastian said
" have fun sebastian " rachel giggled
" i will see you later i love you" sebastian said before kissing her.
" i love you too" rachel said
" see you soon " he said before walking out of the kitchen rachel picked up her bowl of pasta and the baby monitor and walked thtough to the living room.
she put the tv on and flicked through the channels to find something she wanted to watch she decided to watch when calls the heart.
since she had lost her dads she hadnt liked been alone for more than five minutes but tonight she was happy in her own company her mind was racing with thoughts. she should have been graduating next week she had always wished her school years away with been bullied and misunderstood. now she was scared of been without her friends she knew she had made the right decision to repeat her senior year nlt just because of having jacob but because of losing her dads. plus she had sebastian and blaine was only a junior so he would be by her side but she was feeling reflective. her future was so uncertain repeating senior year wasnt what worried her it was the fact that after that she had to face the big wide world and she didnt know what her future was going to be. she still hoped to get into nyada but she also knew life as a broadway actress wasnt exactly a stable one and she had jacob to think about.... suddenly she felt lonely and felt her eyes prickle with tears thinking about her dads.
knocking on the front door...
rachel got up and headed to the door to find quinn holding beth in one hand and a pizza box in the other.
" hunter has gone to the party too i was worried you might be lonely" quinn said rachel smiled and tuck the pizza from quinn as she let her and beth inside.
" im not intruding " quinn asked as she shut the front door.
" no your timing is perfect" rachel said before starting to cry.
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Fanfictionrachel berry is a mommy she has a five week old baby boy named Jacob his father is none other than sebastian smythe. how did that happen simple really rachel devastated by fin cheating on her with quinn led her to have to much to drink. it was. one...
