he isnt that bad

the right decision

an hour later rachel was sat in the back of sebastian's car while jacob was next to her in his car seat he was doing so much better after getting a cold. he was looking super cute today sebastian had dressed him in a navy blue all in one which had a teddy on it.

rachel was starting to wonder if she had made the right decision in agreeing to this she had agreed given how excited  sebastian was at the time. however now she was sat thinking it might not have been the best idea she liked the idea of jacob having them both like he had had this week with sebastian and his mom staying with them.  However knowing that sebastian had feelings for her she couldnt help but worry he might take her agreeing to it as  more than what it was.

" isnt kurt havig a bbq today" sebastian asked as he drove

" yeah" rachel said

" you didnt fancy going" sebastian asked

" no" rachel said

" are you having trouble at school" sebastian asked

" no finn will be there so i thought it best not to i dont want to anything to happen and spoil kurts day" rachel said

" is he giving you grief" sebastian asked

" no he is ignoring me " rachel said

" well he has no right to you havent done anything wrong to him" sebastian said

" can we talk about something else" rachel asked worried the conversation might turn to the argument  between sebastian and finn.

" here we are" sebastian said as he pulled into the parking lot of sea world after finding a spot rachel got jacob out as sebastian sorted out his stroller.

a few minutes later they made their way inside rachel was pushing jacob who was still awake surprisingly as cars usually put him to sleep.

" right them where to first" sebastian said looking at the sign pointing to various parts of the building.

" penguins " rachel said

" good choice" sebastian said as they set off for the  penguin tank it was quite busy so sebastian walked infront of the stoller so no one bumped into jacob.

as they reached the penguin tank rachel couldnt help but feel excited seeing them darting about in the water she looked as jacob who had now fallen asleep.

" honestly little man we came here for you" sebastian said seeing him asleep

" he will wake up in  about an hour as he will be hungry" rachel said

" i wanted to show him the penguins" sebastian said pouting

" we can come back tjis way when he has been fed" rachel said seeing how disappointed sebastian seemed.

then realisation hit her like a brick with jacob asleep it was just the two of them and while they had seen alot of each ther because of jacob they hadnt ever really been aline together atleast apart from that drunken night. he would come see jacob at hers and her dads would be there or she would take jacob to his and maggie would be there or they would meet in public with friends.

" oh well if he is asleep he is asleep shall we go see the sharks" sebastian said bringing out of her reverie

" ok" rachel said he sharks were in a huge tank that also went above their heads it really was something to see seeing them swimming over head.

" amazing arent they" sebastian said

" yeah" rachel said

" oh he is gorgeous " an eldery lady said looking at jacob sleeping soundly