he isnt that bad

nothing ever goes smoothly

rachel woke up and at first didnt realise where she was until she felt the bed move and arms wrap around her pulling her close to him as he kissed her neck.

" good morning" sebastian said sleepily

" good morning" rachel said it was early only six am.

" we best get up " rachel said

" why" sebastian whined tightening his hold of her

" i need a shower and i have to get jacob ready then get ready for school" rachel said

" are you alright" sebastian asked concern in his voice

" im fine what about you" rachel said

" im great" sebastian said with a chuckle.

" i thought you might be" rachel said

" are you ok with it though" sebastian asked

" yes i meant what i said i was ready i was just a little disorientated when i woke up" rachel said

" but you are ok" sebastian asked

" im fine stop worrying and anyway i have woken up like that before " rachel giggled

" i know i was there" sebastian said as jacob began to cry in his travel cot sebastian got up and changed his diaper and dressed him. while rachel got up and headed to her room to have a quick shower.

once she was dressed she made her way downstairs to feed jacob she needed to express some milk before she went to school.

sebastian was already downstairs with jacob he was in the kitchen having some breakfast  whilst holding jacob.

when rachel walked into the room she sensed tension between sebastian and maggie rachel felt guilty did maggie know she had slept in his room it was maggie's house after all. she had done so much for her she felt bad if she had upset maggie.

" morning rach" maggie said

" morning." rachel said she looked at sebastian who gave her a puzzled look.

" everything alright my dear" maggie asked seeing rachel looking worried

" i was going to ask you the same thing" rachel said

" our lawyers are meeting today about our divorce which means charles will be there he doesnt have to be which means he most definitely will. im just alittle on edge as is anyone who has ever met him i should imagine" maggie said rachel felt for maggie but she was relieved that maggie wasnt upset about last night.

" i best feed him" rachel said taking jacob from rachel she carried him through to the living room sebastian followed her wih some toast.

" i thought she was angry with us" rachel said to him once they were both sat on the couch.

" we were safe and sober two things we werent last time" sebastian said

" i know but it's her house" rachel said

" your adorable when you worry" sebastian said leaning and kissing her.

" damn it" maggie said walking through

" whats wrong" sebastian asked

" your dad has rearranged the appointment to two pm because he knows i will have jacob" maggie said

" i will phone mr shue ask if i can have a permission slip to leave school at lunchtime" rachel said

" i will ring him while you feed him" sebastian said he got up and left the phone.

" so you had quite a weekend" maggie asked rachel tried to fight the blush that was spreading on her cheeks.

" yeah" rachel said

" rachel" maggie said with a knowing look rachel just blushed more.

" im not going to talk about it im his mom but dont feel awkward around me i trust you two after jacob that you were safe you love each other it is normal now lets never speak about it again" maggie said

" mr shue said that was fine" sebastian said walking back into the room jacob finished feeding

" right i best express some milk then get to school" rachel said

" come here little man" maggie said taking jacob sebastian was putting his shoes on ready to go to dalton.

twenty minutes later

rachel was ready for school she kissed jacob goodbye promised maggie she would be home at lunchtime.

as rachel was driving to school her mind wondered back to last night it was perfect plus given she didnt remember the first time it felt like it was her first time.

as she arrived at mckinley she saw quinn santana and brittany stood nedt to quinns car so rachel having parked up walked over to them.

it was only as she got near them she saw that quinn was crying she rushed over to her

" quinn whats wrong" rachel asked quinn as she hugged her

" beth" quinn said

" beth" rachel asked

" puck hurt his hand while he was cleaning a pool last night so he went to the emergency room. shelby was there with beth puck said beth's mouth was covered in blood he asked shelby what had happened she said she had fallen and her tooth had gone through her lip but she was really acting weird that he doesnt believe her. i gave bwth to her for her to look after her now she is hurt" quinn said

" im so sorry" rachel said hugging her

" i need to know she is ok i need tk know shelby wasnt neglectful " quinn said as the bell rang.

" if you want to talk come round after school" rachel said

" thank you" quinn said as the four girls made their way inside.

" rachel wait " santana said as quinn and brittany walked into the classroom

" yeah" rachel said

" dont think i havent noticed the sex glow about you" santana said beford walking into the classroom.