Akin Ka na Lang (Completed)

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Dei's

Two days na ako sa kumbento pero wala pa rin akong lakas ng loob bumalik sa bahay. I'm still waiting for a sign. Whatever it is, I don't know. Hindi ko kase alam kung paano ako haharap kay Rj, kung mag-iinarte pa ba ako o magyayakapan at iyakan na lang kami na parang walang nangyari. Natatakot din kase ako sa madadatnan ko sa bahay. Mamaya hindi na pala ako welcome doon. Kaya tinitiis ko muna ang pag-alis kong ito kahit deep inside, miss na miss ko na ang yakap ng asawa ko.

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I was praying the rosary when Sister Maria Therese came in sa quaters namin.

"Dei, halika bilis. Ang asawa mo nasa telebisyon." Di allowed sila Sister manood ng TV pero ang mga tauhan sa kumbento na di naman madre ay may telebisyon sa kanilang quarters.

"Bakit, Sister. Anong nangyari kay RJ?"

"Bilis na! Baka di mo abutan."

Nagmadali kami sa pagpunta sa quarters ng mga tauhan.

Naabutan kong nagsasalita si RJ. He was crying his heart out.

Babe, Dei if you're watching, please listen to me. I'm sorry..Please forgive me na. I won't do that again. I know I've hurt you pero di ko sinasadya yun. I'm not pressuring you, promise, hindi. I was just stressed from all the work I'm doing. Sorry na. Come home, baby. I missed you na. I can't last another day without you. Please, forgive me. I love you, Babe! So so much! I missed you.. please come back now...

I was crying while watching him declare his undying love for me.

What have I done? Napakaselfish ko.  He obviously lost weight sa tatlong araw na hindi ko pag-uwi. And I know ako ang dahilan noon.

I immediately went to my room and took my phone and opened it. Pinatay ko na kase muna iyon dahil iniisip ko na baka matrace niya ang whereabouts ko thru my phone.

I called him.

"Babe, I'm sorry umalis ulit ako. I'm sorry...I forgive you, please forgive me, too.. I'm coming home na.."

"Shhhh. I love you. Tell me where you are now, I'll go there agad.  Just don't put the phone down."

"I'm here at the Pink Sisters Convent in Tagaytay."

I can hear chaos from the other line. Some people are running after him.

"Babe, stay there. I'll be there..Wait for me.."

"Babe, what's happening? Babe?"

Marahil tumatakbo na siya papunta sa kotse niya. I can hear his security shouting. Maraming boses. Nagkakagulo.

I was restless, natatakot ako na baka magkastampede sa paghabol ng mga press people sa asawa ko.

After 10 minutes of chaos, there was silence..

"Babe? Are you still there?" I asked him.

"Yes. Babe, I'm coming na. Wait for me.."

"I will, I love you.."

"I love you, too.."

We stayed on the line till our phone signalled low battery.

Pero I will wait for him. He has proved his worth and love for me. Ako ang gaga na mahilig magtampo at maglayas, di ko alam, yun asawa ko hirap na hirap sa mga ginagawa ko.

I promise not to do it again. Kahit kailan, hindi na.

A/N Goodnight!