Long Lost Love (Robert Downey Jr. Fanfiction)

Admitted Feelings

"Robert please wake up! Don't leave me! C'mon!" I said and I pumped his chest.

"I know you can hear me! You love me, right?! So you have to wake up because I need you! C'mon Robert please!" I shouted as I continued to hit his chest.

"Don't do this to me, Robert! I NEED YOU!" I shouted hopelessly.

Until finally, I heard Robert groaned silently. I was relieved. "Yes! C'mon let's go inside!" I put his arm around me and I lifted him. He was so cold.

If it wasn't for Six Shooter and Jarvis, Robert would still be frozen to death right now. This is all my fault.

His skin is still pale and cold. I carried him inside and Six Shooter put a mattress in front of the fireplace. I laid him down there.

He's still not moving but his chest moves up and down. So I know that he's breathing.

He's still wearing his black dress shirt so I ran upstairs to get a jacket, hoodie and sweatpants for him.

I took his shirt off and the sight of his body scared me to death. He was so white and frozen. It's all my fault. I did this to him. I was a complete asshole and a jerk.

I changed his clothes and I wrapped him in a blanket. His body's still white and pale.

My eyes are getting watery because of his condition. Guilt is all over me. If I didn't wake up and went downstairs a while ago, he would be dead by now.

I'm a terrible person. Robert's a great man that's willing to sacrifice everything even his own life to a person that he truly loves. He shouldn't love me. I'm an asshole. I don't deserve him.

I won't forgive myself for doing this to Robert. I'm a demon. I should've stopped the car a while ago and talked to him.

I stopped the tears that was about to drop. I sat on the mattress next to his head. He was still breathing. I put his head on my lap.

"I'm so sorry, baby. I did this to you." I whispered and my tear fell on his face.

Robert finally coughed. He opened his eyes and moved his head slowly. I was so relieved.

He looked at me with his glassy eyes. A weak smile planted on his white face.

"I-i-i'm so sorry." Robert weakly said. His voice was shivering.

"No. It's all my fault, babe. I acted like an asshole to you. I played with your feelings. You didn't do anything wrong, all you did was show me how much you love me but I did terrible things to you." I said trying to stop the tears from coming. Robert was still on my lap.

"Do you love me?" Robert asked in a shivering and creaky voice.

"Yes." I said and I let the tears fall down.

He smiled and held my hand. He continued to rest his head on my lap still smiling and his eyes was closed. A tear fell on his eye.

"Sounds like music to my ears." Robert said.

He opened his eyes slowly and smiled at me. I smiled at him back while crying and petted his hair.

I regret all the unforgivable things that I did to him. I hate myself for doing that.

"Come here." Robert said and I laid down next to him.

He tried to put some of the covers on me but he was too weak to do so. I snuggled into the covers and rested my head on his neck.