#144 You have a breakdown

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Your POV

I was at mine and Niall's house with Maura and my two children, 6 year old Ethan and 4 year old Aaliyah.
We are expecting our second daughter in 2 months time.
Niall was currently at the studio.

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"Ethan! Aaliyah! Please stop it fighting and just eat your dinner" I told my children sternly as they kept elbowing each their.
"No!" They both yelled at me.
"Ethan sit there! Aaliyah Sit there" I said moving their plates either side of the table instead of them sitting next to each other.
"Now eat" I told them sternly.

"They giving you a hard time?" Maura asked.
"Yeah, they just don't listen, not to me anyway" I mumbled.

"We are done!" Aaliyah yelled as her and Ethan went into their play room and dragged all the toys out.

"I best go clean their plates and tidy these toys up" I said sighing.
"No, I'll clean the toys, you just wash the plates. Bending down and cleaning things up from the floor isn't good for a 7 month pregnant woman" she said.
"Thanks Maura" I said smiling.

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"No! You tidy it!" Aaliyah screamed.
"Yeah! You tidy it up! That's what Mummy's are for!" Ethan shouted.
"Ethan! Aaliyah! I am not arguing, just clean it up, please" I said looking at  all their toys in the play room all over the floor.
I stepped forward and slipped on one of Ethan's toys, landing on my back which sent a sharp pain through my back and stomach.

"Y/n! Are you okay?" Maura panicked entering the room and helping me up.
"You deserve it! I wish you were dead!" Aaliyah screamed at me as her and Ethan ran past and ran upstairs.

I broke down into tears, Not from the pain of the fall, because of everything getting to me.
"I can't do this anymore!" I sobbed.
Maura looked at me and led me to the living room and we sat down.
I put my head in my hands and sobbed.
I felt Maura rub my back.

I heard Maura talk to someone over the phone, telling them to come home.

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I felt myself being pulled off the sofa and brought into someone's chest who I immediately recognised as Niall.
I sobbed into his chest, letting all my emotions out.

"Shh, let it out princess" Niall whispered kissing my head.
"I can't do this anymore! I can't be a mum anymore! I can't! It's too much!" I sobbed pulling away from his chest. But he held my wrist and forced me to look him in the eyes.
"What do you mean? You're an amazing mum, what about Ethan and Aaliyah, what about our little jellybean?" He said. Jellybean was our nickname for our unborn daughter, we nicknamed her that because I always crave jellybeans.
I sniffles and looked down but he brought my head back up.

"Don't put yourself down, you're a great mother, Yes Ethan and Aaliyah will say some pretty bad things to you but that doesn't change anything. No matter what they say they clearly love you, you carried them for 9 months, you gave birth to them." He said, holding my hands.
I let a tear escape my eye.
"Now, you stay here with my mum,I'll talk to the kids and make sure they apologise"
I nodded and sat down next to Maura.

Niall's POV

I really did feel sorry for y/n. She's been so stressed this past month, which isn't good for the baby . I've been at the studio a lot she's been home with the kids who are at the age where they can be quite naughty. Our children are no angels , they can be quite naught but they can also be very good.

I entered mine and y/n'a bedroom which is where they were.
I saw that they had completely ruined and broke the Moses basket we had for little jellybean.
I was going to have a conversation with them but now it won't be very simple and easy.

"Ethan! Aaliyah!  What have you done!" I yelled .
"Why have you broken the baby's bed!" I shouted.

They're heads turned to look at me like a deer in headlights.
None of them said anything.
"Well!?" I said.
I may be being harass but I was beyond pissed.

"The stupid baby is making mummy mean! So we don't want it! We wish it was dead!" Aaliyah said and stuck her tongue out.
"Is that so?" I asked and she nodded.
I clenched my jaw, trying to contain my anger.
"Well, That Baby is your sister and she will be here soon wether you like it or not! And the reason mummy has been mean as you say is because you two are doing nothing but be naughty for her when I'm not here!" I yelled.

"Now, both of you will go downstairs and apologise to your mother! You have made her cry because of how you made her feel! Saying you hate her? Saying you wish she was dead? That is No way to treat your mother and I will not tolerate that behaviour in my house!" I yelled.

The kids ran down stairs and I picked up the now broken Moses basket and carried it downstairs.
I went into the living room with it and saw Ethan and Aaliyah hugging y/n and they were both crying.
"We're Sorry Mummy!" Ethan cried.
"I sorry" Aaliyah sobbed.
"It's okay, but don't do it again" she said.
"Daddy shouted at us" Aaliyah whispered.

Y/n looked up and noticed me and looked at me, mentally asking why I shouted.
"Why did you shout at them?" My mum asked.
I held up the broken Moses basket.
"Because they broke this, and disrespected you, I'm not going to let them treat you like shi- that" I explained.

"They broke the Moses basket?" She asked surprised.
"Yep So now we are going to have to buy a new one or else the baby will have no where to sleep!" I said.

"Anyway Ethan, Aaliyah, you aren't getting away with breaking your baby sisters Moses basket so Aaliyah go sit on the stairs and Ethan sit in the corner , you will both stay there for 10 minutes and you will be quiet and not move until I come get you" I told them sternly and they nodded going to where I told them with their heads hanging low.

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