Niall Horan Child Preferences 3

#19 you're oregnant and want an abortion and he gets mad

I had recently found out I'm pregnant again, for the fifth time. Niall and I had 4 kids already, 3 daughters and 1 son.
"We have a 13 year old named Aaliyah, a 10 year old named Ethan, a 6 year old named Isabelle and a 1 year old named Amelia.

I was face timing Eleanor, all the kids were upstairs sleeping and Niall was working late at the studio.

"I don't know what to do El, I can't handle 5 kids, two of them would be baby's and I'd be basically on my own, it's hard with Aaliyah being a teen now anyway" I sighed .
"Have you even told Niall?" She asked.
I shook my head.
"I think I know what I'm going to do, I think I might just get an abortion and not tell Niall, he doesn't need to know and I'm only 4 weeks along anyway" I said.
Eleanor was about to speak but my laptop was slammed shut and I saw a furious looking Niall in front of me.

"Niall, I..I can explain" I said quickly. He looked at me angrily.
"Explain what! How you're pregnant and was going to get an abortion without telling me!" He yelled.
"Ni, babe, don't yell, it's , it's just"  I stuttered.
"It's just what?" He asked flailing his arms in the air and running a hand through his hair.

"We already have 4 kids! Aaliyah's 13 and is always moody and Amelia is a baby and needs attention and you're always at work! I can't look after 5 kids in my own especially if two of them are baby's!" I said.

Niall looked even more angry and it scared the hell outta me, I don't think I've ever seen him this angry in the 17 years of being together.

"You know I try my best to get home as early as possible! So don't even go there! I'm always at the kids' football games, dance recitals and plays!" He yelled loudly.
"You might not know this but that baby is mine just as much as it is yours! You can't just go behind my back and basically kill my baby! I have feelings too! And I also have a right to decide what happens!" He shouted.
"Niall! 4 kids is enough! I can't cope with 5 kids!" I yelled.
"Well! If you don't care about my opinions we may as well get a divorce! Don't you think that I might want this baby y/n!" He yelled.
"That I might want to have another baby with you! Another little boy or little girl running around?" He asked not shouting this time.
"I want this y/n, but clearly you don't " he mumbled sadly.

I thought about it. What it would be like to have another kid around .
"Niall, wait" I said and he turned around.
"I'm sorry for even thinking about, this baby is yours as much as it is mine and I was just scared that I'd have to raise it alone" I admitted.
He engulfed me in a hug smiling.
"I'm sorry for yelling, I just actually thought you'd get rid of it" he said.
"I promise I won't Nialler, I'm happy about this new addition to the family and I'm sure the kids will be thrilled too" I said.
"Yeah, well apart from Ethan, he hates having younger siblings" Niall chuckled.
"I guess, but maybe it'll be another boy and he'll finally have a little brother" I whispered.