One Day (One Direction)

Chapter Thirty-Three

CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE

“Wow someone’s happy,” I laughed at Louis. We were both laying down in my bed right now and he was kissing my neck repeatedly. 

“You have no idea babe,” he murmured against my neck. His breath was sending shivers down my spine. 

“Not that I’m complaining or anything but what brought all of this on,” I whispered out curiously. 

He kissed my neck once more before lifting his head up to look at mine. I became instantly aware that his body was almost on top of mine and that I didn’t care. It thrilled me instead. 

“Just realized today how lucky I was to have met you,” he said genuinely while looking into my eyes, causing me to start blushing wildly but I was thankful that the room was dark and the only light in the room was coming from the bathroom in my room. 

“What made you realize this?” I asked him curiously. He’s never told me something like this before. 

“I don’t know really. Just seeing you today. Just seeing how you trusted me enough to conquer your fear of the ocean and jump in with me. How you reassured me that it was only me when I got jealous over Josh,” he smiled down at me as his thumb ran smooth circles on my cheek. 

“So you admit it then?” I raised an eyebrow at him. 

“Yes I was jealous. But I know now I have nothing to worry about. I never did,” he leaned down to kiss my lips softly. 

I’m still terrified to fall for this boy. I know I shouldn’t be because I trust him but it’s still a big fear I have. 

“Louis I’m scared,” I admitted and avoided his eyes. 

“Of what?” Louis looked back down at me concerned.  

“Being hurt,” I said quietly. 

“Listen Rose, I’m never going to hurt you. That’s the most overused statement ever but it’s true. Please believe me,” he moved my chin so that I could face him again. 

“I do and that’s what scares me. The last guy, Dean, hurt me really bad after I trusted him too. You’re nothing like him which gives me hope. But Louis, I really do have bad luck at this kind of thing. I’m just scared that I’m falling in love with you and you will change your mind about me,” I admitted and looked away when I realized what I had said. 

“Rose, look at me,” he whispered. I don’t know why I did it but I looked up. “I’m just as scared as you are, Rose. I’ve had my ups and downs in this sort of thing too. I’m not Dean and I would never do what he did to you. I’ll do my best to prove it every day to you if I have to because I’m falling in love with you, too.”

I looked up at Louis in shock. We both said we were falling for each other. On pure instinct, I pulled his shirt down so that my lips could meet his. He didn’t stop me at all and kissed me back. It was soft at first but then as the heat started going through us, the kiss became deeper and fiercer. I yearned for him the way he yearned for me.