One Day (One Direction)

Chapter Fifty-Eight

A/N: SORRY FOR THE DELAY IN POSTING. As most of you know I had to deal with TWO plagiarizers of this story. Sadly. I hope it never happens again. Hope you enjoy and please comment and vote! Next chapter is already written and ready to go but depending on the respond I get from this chapter is how fast I'll post it. SO PLEASE COMMENT/VOTE thanks!

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CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT

“I’m breaking up with you.”

I think we both froze once those words came out of my mouth. I didn’t know what else to say so we both stayed silent while we stared into each other’s eyes until Louis broke the silence. 

“Pardon?” He asked me and tears started to fall down his face. 

“I’m so sorry,” I couldn’t say it again. I don’t even know how I said it the first time. 

“Rose you don’t mean that; you can’t mean that,” Louis said and shook his head rapidly. 

“I can’t live this lie anymore Louis,” I said incoherently as tears streamed down my face. 

Louis stumbled back from that as if I slapped him. He was staring at the ground with his mouth slightly ajar. I watched him silently as I mentally cursed myself for doing this to him. 

I’m so sorry Louis. But this really is for your own good. 

“I want to give this to you,” Louis said suddenly and held out a little black journal. 

“What is it?” I asked confused as I took it from him. 

“I’ve written down each day since you’ve been out of the hospital,” he said softly. “I’ll go now.”

Louis looked up at me then. We both were still sobbing silently. When I didn’t move, he nodded and walked out of my hotel room. 

That was when the horror of what I just did got to me. 

I fell down on the floor and just let the sadness take over me. I was pretty much screaming I was crying so loud. I couldn’t even see through all of my tears. I wrapped my arms around my legs and just rocked back and forth. 

That’s the hardest thing I think I’ve ever done. 

My heart was just shattered. It was shattered into millions of tiny pieces that I would never find. There’s no way I’ll ever find all of them. 

After some time, when I was beginning to finally see through all of my tears, I opened the little journal Louis had given me. And then I started to read from it. 

Day One:

Rose woke up today. I think my heart finally woke up finally from its comatose state. It awoke the moment her eyes fluttered open. 

But my worst nightmare came true.

She called me “doctor.”

She doesn’t remember who I am. 

After that, she wouldn’t even really look at me. 

That hurt. 

Then I saw that Nate was able to make her blush and I realized that this is the time that she probably likes him.

That pretty much killed me knowing she doesn’t love me right now, or she doesn’t know she loves me.

I followed her to the bathroom and she confessed that I looked at her strangely. I suspect she’s feeling something and doesn’t realize it.