January 25, 2018

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God, what is happening these days? Am I hallucinating? Why am I dreaming strange things? The last time, everyone has no ears and now seeing an unusual fight between my parents. I don't understand. My parents love me as much as they love themselves. Once, I saw mom comfort my dad from a tiring day and I saw how she massage his back. Dad does not want mom to be tired but mom initiates to take care of dad because she knows that wives should be side to side with her husbands.

I remember our pastor once addressed that Eve was taken out of Adam in his ribs, not in his head nor his feet, but because a woman should be side to side with a man. Not above nor below. They are made together to please God and continue to fill the Earth. Dad should love mom and mom should love dad. I can remember those verses. I have read it.

"So God created man in his own image, in the image of God he created him; male and female he created them. And God blessed them. And God said to them, 'Be fruitful and multiply and fill the earth and subdue it and have dominion over the fish of the sea and over the birds of the heavens and over every living thing that moves on the earth." -Genesis 1:27-28

"For husbands, this means love your wives, just as Christ loved the church. He gave up his life for her." -Ephesians 5:25

But now, seeing my mom and dad fight, even if it was just a dream, I felt a bit of hate in my heart. Why are they fighting? What are they fighting? Mrs. Kelly once taught me that if someone throws you a stone, throw him a bread. Seeing plates and dishes flying in the kitchen, I see that neither of them would want to raise the white flag and forgive.

Is this just a crazy dream?

God, I need an answer..

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