Mom and dad was away when I got home. I called my cousin Riley so we could talk, at least on the phone.
"I know you are bored, cousin!" Riley exclaimed. "Just study your notes!"
I know Riley visits me only on Saturdays but I think I needed someone to talk to. I hung up the phone, realizing she was busy and I have someone here with me to talk to.
God.
The Lord has been good to me all these years. He showed stuff which I love, which I hate. But all in all, He showed me the journey of a Christian girl. Sorry Lord if sometimes I do not talk to you anymore. But now, I want to fill these empty day with your love.
Yes, it is true. I only talk to you whenever I feel like talking to you. I'm sorry. I have said sorry many times to my parents and to you. Maybe sometimes you get tired of me. I'm sorry.
But even though I am what I am, you still love me. And for that, thank you.
I feel heat in my back which I don't know how but God seems to lift up my burdens. Thank you, Lord!
In this time with Him, I feel light. I feel worthy. I feel His presence.
I am guilty for not doing this a long time ago. But really, God teaches me to stay still in His word and live in peace.
"Let the peace of Christ rule in your hearts, since as members of one body you were called to peace. And be thankful." -Colossians 3:15
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Conversations with God (Book 1 of With God Trilogy)
EspiritualJanice, a girl from California began writing everyday about her life. She loved how God speaks to her and God's presence around her. Until she finds herself in a state where God brings her out of the perfect world she grew up in to the world of real...
