February 16, 2018

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I really cannot sleep. I napped for a while but since it's morning already, I have to get up. I'm still thinking what happened a while ago, I mean yesterday. What happened? Oh yeah. Dad ran away and I knew everything. I kind of feel bad for dad for doing this sacrifice. Oh, where can he be? I went downstairs without seeing dad. But I saw mom cooking. She didn't see me. I ran upstairs to check if dad was still asleep. Oh no! He was not there!

Where can he be? Where can he be cooling off? In the garage? In the park? Somewhere I don't know?

This is all because of me! Maybe he was so mad at mom because of me. Because he had to adjust in my situation. Because he had to sacrifice odd jobs for me. I feel guilty!

I have to see him. I have to tell him that I agree with mom!

I accept that I have to be transferred in another school where I can relate to. Where I think I belong! Mom's right. I need to be in that school. I need to find the environment where I can fit in. Where I can see myself not different from anyone else.

Just then a thought came to my mind, "Whatever happens, stay in your school! Your normal!"

Remembering, that's what dad said!

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