Zach's POV•
December 3, 2016
A couple hours ago Char and I did a livestream telling everyone what actually happened during break.
I lifted my head once more and fluffed my pillow again. I let my head fall back down with a 'plop' and looked up at the ceiling.
I haven't been able to get any sleep that ever since I set foot in this bed.
It's because of that kiss Charlotte and I had in the river.
Everytime when we kiss or touch I get sparks but this time it was different than any of the times before.
She had my heart thudding against my ribcage due to how fast it is was beating during the kiss.
I got this exhilarating rush when she kissed me yesterday.
My head was spinning and I was in a daze.
I got a feeling that I get quite often now but yesterday it was more prominent.
Her cheeky smile, her beautiful personality that contains her loving and positive nature is what makes me feel this way about her.
I hadn't even realized that I was smiling at the mere thought of her.
I have never felt this way before so I don't know what the word is for it.
Maybe I do know what the word is I just don't want to admit it because I'm afraid she'll run away from me.
I don't want her to be scared of what she feels or scared of what I feel.
I need advice.
I got up from my bed made my way to the door to my bedroom. My hand reached the doorknob and I pulled it open. I turned the hallway light on and headed to Jonah's room.
I slowly opened the door and it opened with a loud 'creek'. I closed it behind me and watched as Jonah moved in his bed.
His head raised and he flinched before studying me. He looked at me as if I had two heads. "Zach?" He questioned his voice raspy. "Dude, you look like a stalker." he chuckled as I rested against the door. I laughed along with him.
"Look I love you and all, but it's like 4 o'clock in the morning." he said grabbing his phone and checking the time. "Why are you in here?" He asked turning on his desk lamp illuminating the room.
"I need help." I said as I fell down on his bed. "You're just now realizing this?" Jonah asked. I hit him with a pillow and he chuckled at my antics.
"Not that kind of help stupid." I told him laying down again. "Oh, just make yourself at home." he sarcastically stated as I got comfortable on his bed.
"I need help with Char." I said. He suddenly looked interested. "What do you mean?" he asked.
"Okay so yesterday---" I began telling him of how the picnic went from beginning to end.
"Then after I taught her how to float we kissed--" I spoke but was interrupted when Jonah held his finger up. "I just want to point out that this is weird because she's my sister so--yeah continue." he gestured for me to finish.
"So usually when we kiss there are sparks that's nothing new, but--" I paused. "But?" Jonah asked. "This time it was a different feeling. This time my stomach did somersaults. I got this feeling of uphoria. It was captivating and ardent. Charlotte makes me feel like this a-lot but this time it was more prominent." I finally finished.
"You sure that you just like her?" Jonah questioned me putting emphasis on the word like.
I didn't answer and entrapped myself in my thoughts.
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