SM Imagines

Seriously accusing me?

Y/n
"Shawn just listen to me please" I say softly to him but he continues pacing around the bedroom while I sit on the edge of our bed.
He runs his hand through his hair and pauses and looks at me with a sad look in his eyes. He comes to me and bends down in front of me on his knees and puts his hands on my thighs and my heart skips a beat.

"Y/n, while I'm at the studio or when I go away for work I always see pictures of you with different guys and I always ignore them because I know I love and trust you but... but how do I know whats really happening"
He sighs and looks down but I place my hands on his face and he looks up meeting my gaze.

"Shawn you know I have a lot of guy friends and I've known them longer than you I mean you know Alex and you know Jerome they're my childhood friends and I would never leave-"
Shawn quickly cuts me off by standing up and taking a few steps back with his arms crossed

"Well how do I know you won't leave me? How do I know you've never done anything with them? You could just be lying to me" his voice raises and I'm taken back. I stand up and go closer to him but he stands back and looks at me like I've sinned.

"Shawn your seriously accusing me of cheating and lying" I say in disbelief and I walk out the room and go to the kitchen for some water and I hear him following me. He comes closer and grabs my arm turning me around to face him.
"No don't walk away, you have to see this from my point of view I see new pictures of you everyday and I know I can't do nothing about it while I'm away but I can't stand seeing you getting cozy with people who are just friends, so dam it tell me what's going on?" He's shouting now and his grip on my arm has tightened.

Tears escape my eyes and I move back stepping out of his grip. "Oh don't cry y/n, just admit what you did" he says harshly.

I wipe my tears with my sleeve and look dead in his eyes "Shawn I never cheated and I never would, I truly love you and I'm so in love with you I'm blind to anyone else around me, your the only one I need and if you don't believe me and you can go say I cheated well then you clearly don't trust me or this relationship"

He comes closer to me but I back up and lean against the sink he comes closer and puts his hands on my waist and I slightly flinch.
"Y/n this has been on my mind for so long and I-"
"Wait so you've been thinking I've cheated this whole time this is unbelievable" I walk away from him and go to the door sliding on my shoes and grabbing my keys.
"If you leave now this will be it" Shawn says loudly, I look back and see him standing there with a look of guilt on his face I walk toward him and put my hands on his shoulders "Shawn you don't trust me, you claim you love me but accuse me of cheating when everyday I tell you I love you, when everyday I come home back to you, I wait for you, i check if your beside me everyday I wake up and I know your fears and I know what makes you happy and I know when gets that precious smile on you face but I can't be with you if you don't trust me. I just can't" I look him in the eyes and wait for a reply but he says nothing, I remove my hands and I'm about to open the door.
"Y/n I'm sorry"
Tears threaten to spill but I can't let him see that he destroyed me so I hold it in, I nod at him and leave and as soon as I enter my car I break down, my heart is breaking and I walked away, I look up and see him at the door with tears streaming down his face but I can't bare to look any longer so I take my eyes of him looking at him for the last time and I drive away. Leaving him alone.
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