SM Imagines

Missing piece

This is so sad
I was listening to sad music
I cried
Anyway enjoy
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She sat on the floor, her back leaning against the sofa. Her head buried in her hands, her painful crying filling the room.

Her hands reach down to her stomach, she lifts her shirt up gently stroking her stomach. "Oh baby" she whispers. Her crying still not stopping, hot tears falling on to her skin.

She mourns her baby. They baby she could've had. Loved.

The clicking of the door takes her away for a minute. "Hey baby" the voice says and she recognises it to be Shawn's. He walks to the door way leaning against it "I'm just going to get changed love, then we can do whatever" he says and she nods, he walks away going to their bedroom.

Her heart breaks. Blood rushing through her veins making her burn up. Shawn didn't take in her red eyes, her sunken posture or even the simple fact that she had been crying. Crying so hard it hurt her own ears.

She wipes her eyes with her sleeves and sniffles, taking deep breaths to calm her down.

Shawn walks in sitting up on the sofa. "Why are sat on the floor?" He laughs flicking through Netflix. "I don't know" she says.
"Well come sit here" he says patting his side. She gets up her legs turning numb making her off balance. "Woah" Shawn says getting up quickly holding her waist "I got you".

She looks up at him. The sight of him almost makes her burst out crying. "Hey, what the matter?" He asks holding her cheek in his hand lightly stroking her skin. "Nothing let's sit" she says quietly afraid she will stutter or begin to cry.

"Tell me baby, you've been crying haven't you?" He asks taking in her broken smile and dry eyes.

"Shawn please" y/n whispers sitting down. Shawn sits beside her worry taking over his body. He joins their hands and brings them up to his lips placing a kiss on her knuckles then bring them down to his lap.

"Y/n tell me, I'm here" he says tucking some hair behind her ear delicately.

She breath in and turns to face him. "I- just think sometimes, what would our life be like with her" she admits and Shawn is utterly confused but he gives her a reassuring look letting her carry on.

"M-my baby, my beautiful little girl, what would her laugh be like? Would she fall in love with music like you? Would she cause trouble?" She pauses trying to steady her shaky voice .

"How would we stop her crying in the night, how we would love her so much, oh god Shawn I would love her so much" this is when she bursts out crying leaning her body in to Shawn. He wraps his arms around her fragile body. Tears form in his eyes.

She hiccups, clutching on to Shawn like he's her lifeline. She brings her head up looking at Shawn and the sight of him crying forces more tears down her face. "Do you think like I do?" She asks her voice cracking with emotion.

He simply nods crying even more at the thought. "Imagine her small hands fitting with yours or how she would've laughed at your jokes or kissed your cheek" she says holding his jaw in her hand and pressing her forehead to his, she needs to feel closer to him.

"Y/n I think about it all the time." He begins taking a deep breath "I imagine our baby girl being a spitting image of you, so beautiful so kind and caring." He says, her body jumps as a loud sob escapes her mouth.

Shawn brings her head down to his chest and strokes her hair. "Baby, I know I don't show it but I hate what happened to us. I hate it. I know you're broken and I thought if I go on like normal I could forget but I can't." Shawn admits this and he feels lighter.

"We will try again baby, whenever you're ready. I promise I will do everything to give you what you want" his shaky voice makes y/n look up at him, she places a wet kiss on his damp cheek.

"It's like a missing piece" she whispers against his lips and he nods "and we're going to fill it" he says, she joins their lips filling it with love. The kiss filled with need, they haven't feel each other lips since the day and they both realised how much they needed it.

She pulls back holding his face in her hands, they are barely apart, their noses touching and they can both feel the hot breath coming out of each other.

She sees the sadness in his eyes and he sees the broken girl.

"It will take time my love but you have me and I have you. We're going to be okay" he whispers against her lips.

"We're going to be okay" she repeats.