SM Imagines

Tell me

Shawn held her hand as they walked side by side down the streets of Paris. All night she avoided eye contact, stayed on the opposite side of the room trying not to talk to him. All the worse possible outcomes ran through Shawn's mind of why she's being like this.

"Hey you wanna get something to eat?" He asks her swiftly pulling her in, putting his arm over her shoulder. He looks down at her through his sunglasses seeing her staring away not paying attention. "Babe, you want something to eat?" 

She looks up at him from her daze "what?"

"What's up with you darling? I asked if you wanted to eat" Shawn chuckles to hide the fact he's worried.

"Can we just go back to the hotel, I'm tired" she looks away again, he nods his head "yeah sure".
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"I'm gonna shower" she mumbles as soon as they get in, Shawn walks over to the bed putting her suitcase on top "Here wear this, I'll take you out tonight" he holds up her red dress smiling.

"Oh I was thinking we could just stay in, order room service and watch a movie" she shrugs her shoulder taking the dress and folding it.

"Right, yeah I'll order you go shower" she nods walking away leaving him confused.

She gets in to the shower washing her body her hands run over her stomach and she begins crying. Yeah she was pregnant, she found out just before getting on the plane, she didn't want to tell Shawn yet simply because she was terrified and there was no right moment to do it.

Quickly washing her face she got changed in to her pyjamas, she examines her face in the mirror seeing how she looked so drain of sleep, so exhausted. So she grabbed her makeup bag putting on the slightest coverage then walking out to see Shawn laying on the bed looking for a movie on his laptop.

He sends her a soft smile and pats the space beside him, of course she sits beside him but not too close. "Babe are you wearing makeup?" He asks looking over at her face.

"Erm Yeah"

"Oh it looks nice" he says going to hold her hand but she swiftly moves it away to her hair shoving her wet hair in to a bun. "You shouldn't keep your hair wet you'll get sick, you always do"

"I'll be fine, what are we watching then?" Her eyes travel to the laptop screen, "no let me dry it for you hun" he gets up going to grab her hairdryer and brush then he sits in front of her "Shawn just leave it it's okay" she tells him.

"Just turn around so I can dry your hair" he sighs getting annoyed with her. "Shawn I don't want you to now leave it" she grabs the hairbrush putting it to the side. He sighs in defeat, he keeps wondering what he did wrong.

Shawn shuffled forward towards her so their knees were touching as they both sat criss crossed, he places his hand on her thigh "will you tell me what I did?" He asks feeling guilty even though she never told him anything.

"What?" She says confused looking down playing with her bracelet.

"You've been distant since we've been here, did I do something wrong? You won't look me in the eyes and you won't let me kiss you, so tell me what I did so I can fix it" there was a eagerness in his voice, he was so desperate to kiss her but she wouldn't let him.

"Nothing Shawn, you did nothing" she mumbles playing with the charms he had got her. "Can you stop being so blunt!" His voice got louder.

"I just want to hold you and you move away. I go to kiss you and you dodge me. I look at you and you look away. I want to spend time with you and you find an excuse. So dammit tell me what I did!" He was now shouting at her so angry with himself for not knowing what was happening.

A tear slipped her eye, she always became so scared when he would shout, he never did but when he was shouting he was extremely annoyed and angry.

"I-I haven't cheated on you, I haven't hurt you, I Haven't even been allowed to talk to you, you always push me away" he continued shouting, his grip on her thigh got tighter.She brought her hand down so it rested over his "you're hurting me" she whispers, he looks down then loosens his grip.

Her hand intertwined with his making her grow soft at the contact. She leaned up closer to his face and joined their lips, her chapped ones against his. He held on to her hand as they kissed but she soon pulled back eating her forehead against his. "Baby tell me please, I'll make it better whatever it is that's making you so distant from me tell me" his eyes dropped in sadness as he looked at her teary eyes.

"You're a dad Shawn" she tells him simply her voice breaking at the words. "and I'm a mum". He grows confused to what she meant then his breath hitches. He lays her down by gently holding her arms then laying her back.

Shawn goes beside her then he lifts her top up, cautiously her presses his hand against her stomach. There was nothing there yet she only found out a couple of day ago.

"You're pregnant?" He asks in disbelief looking down at her stomach "Yeah" she breaths out scared, it's hard to read the emotion he's feeling.

"My baby is having a baby?" She chuckles looking at him "Yeah we're having a baby"

He presses a kiss to her stomach then looks down at her "I found out before we got on the plane, I'm so sorry"

"No don't apologise, I'm sorry for shouting at you. You're having a baby" he says in disbelief, she holds his hand gently "we're having a baby" she tells him.

"Why did this make you not want to come near me then?" He ask still rubbing her stomach. "I was terrified that you would yell at me and tell me to leave, there was no right time to tell you".

"Yell at you for being pregnant?" He asks
"I thought you might not want this, I was so scared" she cries, Shawn brings his hand up to her cheek "no don't be scared, I'm so happy like the happiest I've ever been, you're a mummy now and I'm a daddy" he beams making her let out a laugh.

Shawn hovers over her using his arms as a support, he leans down kissing her lips moaning at the feeling, she smiles in to the kiss  making him pull back. "I have two baby's now" He smiles pecking her cheek.

"I'm sorry for keeping it from you" she tells him "no it's okay, we're happy now, we're all good." He smiles then pecks her lips.

"I put a baby inside of you" Shawn says in disbelief "we made a fricken baby".

"Wait have you been to the doctors yet? Have you been eating properly and sleeping?" He asks worried, his hand rubbing her lower stomach as he talks.

"No I haven't yet, I'll book an appointment for when we go back home" she tells him stroking his hair.

"I'm gonna come with you to every appointment okay, I'm here for you this, for you, don't be scared" Shawn reassures her

"Thank you Shawn, I love you" she kisses his cheek

"I love you too darling, and I already love this baby" he chuckles.