SM Imagines

I missed you

Shawn
I walked in to my apartment throwing my keys to the side and take of my shoes. I make my way to the sofa and just sit there, I'm so tired I just came back from the airport and I haven't eaten in a few hours.

I tiredly go to the kitchen making a sandwich and going back to living room and turning on the tv. I hear my phone ring and I look at the screen seeing it's y/n and Im confused .

"Hey y/n" I say
"Hey Shawn are you back now?"
"Yeah I came back like an hour ago I'm so tired"
"Oh Shawn can I come over" she asks and I can hear the worry in her voice.
"Sure is everything okay"
"Yeah I'll be over in a few I'll bring that ice cream you like" she says and hangs up.

After 15 mins I hear knocking at the door and I know it's her. I open the door and see her hair messed up and wet due to the rain and wind and her denim jacket wet though and her black jeans are damp and she holds a brown a bag.

"Oh my you must be freezing" I say and she walks in and takes off her shoes and turns back to me "erm yeah it's raining" she laughs a little. "Come on you can go to the bathroom and dry up and I'll take that ice cream" I say and take the bag.

"Okay but wait for me" she says and goes to the bathroom. I'm confused to why she's here I mean the last time I saw her we kissed and it got weird and she said it was nothing and since then we haven't spoke.

She comes in and sits beside me on the sofa and takes a spoon and digs into the ice cream.
"I left my jacket on the heater if that's okay" she says "yeah of course" and now she's left in a tight grey short sleeve top, she looks gorgeous.

"So erm what's up?" I ask her and she looks at me almost wondering what to say "I just wanted to you is that a crime" she jokes and I shoot her a smile "yeah but you could've met up with me tomorrow what's with the rush" I ask "woah if you didn't want me to come you could've said" she jokes "no I mean well you know what I mean we haven't talked" She sits back on the sofa and out shoulders and thighs are touching.

"I just wanted to bring you ice cream after your long flight" she says and she doesn't look at me "I missed you too" she says
"You missed me?" I ask and she nods "yeah I did, I missed my friend" she replies and I cringe at that word 'friend'.

"You didn't call me or text but you missed me" I ask with slight bitterness in my voice. "I don't know how many times I have to say it, I missed you Shawn" she sighs and looks down at her lap playing with the ice cream in the tub.

"How can you say that?" I ask and she looks up at me "what do you mean?" She questions.

"Before I left we kissed and you said it was nothing and now you're here saying you missed me after you haven't talked to me, i let you come over cause we're still friends but you can't do this to me"

She shuffled slightly and begins to get up and she looks down at me "I'm sorry I came over I'll just go" she say and turns around but I get up and grab her hand "no you can't I won't let you leave again" I say and my voice almost breaks.

"Shawn let me go"
"No, stay and tell me why you're here, we have to talk about us sooner or later" I say and she takes her hand back.
"I choose later" she says and walks to the bathroom to get her jacket, she grabs it and turns around but I gently push her against the wall. "Shawn I don't know what to say now let me go" she says raising her voice a little but I ignore her and hold her arms lightly.

"Tell me why you're here please" I plead and we're so close if I could just kiss her sweet lips.

"I can't say it" she says and a tear runs down her smooth skin and I wipe it with my thumb "please don't cry, just tell me" I say and she sniffs a little and pushes her hair behind her ear.

"I really did miss you Shawn, I just missed your touch and voice but I was a coward and I couldn't call you not after how you left" she whispers and my heart breaks.

"I missed you too, I needed you to call me and I'm sorry about last time but you said it was nothing and you turned away" I say gently and she nods "and I regret it, I regret it so much" she cries again.

"Why?" I push her limits.
"You know why" she says and looks up at me and she blinks and tears escapes her gorgeous eyes.
"Say it" I whisper against her lips.
Her eyes flicker from my lips to my eyes and I can feel her hot breath on my skins.

"I can't Shawn please I can't" her voice trembles.
"Yes you can, I need to hear it" I say and my hands go up to hold her face and hold her jaw.
"Shawn I love you" she whispers against my lips and I close my eyes tightly and move in to her lips and she doesn't move for a second but I feel her kiss back, her hands go to the back of my neck and she pulls me in closer, her back is pressed up against the wall and our chests our touching.

I pull back and our foreheads touch her hands go to my face and she cups my cheeks and my hands remain her on her and my thumb rubs her soft skin.

"I needed you to say it, I really needed that" I confess and a small smile forms on her lips.
"I love you" I say and she shuts her eyes in bliss and breaths out.

"I'm sorry I didn't tell you earlier I was scared Shawn and I regret not telling you" she says and move back and look at her beautiful face. "It's okay we're here now right?" I say and she nods.

"Say it again" she says and lays her head on my chest.

"I love you" I say and stroke her hair.

"Again"

"I love you" I whisper and kiss the crown of her head.