SM Imagines

A Smiley Face

"I want you to stay" she mumbles holding his hand in hers, locked and she wasn't planning on letting go.

"Please shawn" her eyes big and watery, it's even hard to breath, that feeling when your heart is thumping and you feel it, that knot in your throat, trying so hard not to cry.

"I'm begging you"  voice breaking and he wished he couldn't hear. The slow song playing in the back just makes it all worse, the candles lit up and petals on the floor.

She places her head on his chest swaying them gently. Her heart aches and her he feels nothing. "It's not much of a life you're living" she mumbles.

"Hmm it's not one for you either" he says calmly, so cool and collected. He takes her hand spinning her around and around, watching her, what a sight she was.

She wasn't really sure what's he felt, what it was, it was something in the way he moved.

"I feel like I can't live without you" She chocked our going back in his arms, his hands straight onto her hips. "Tell me please" her gentle hand takes places on his soft cheek. Shawn's eyes water but he won't cry, not in front of her, maybe when she leaves.

"We're not good, you know that" he says. "But I love you, is that enough for you to stay?" She asks.

"You know I have to do this" he sighs taking her hand, she wraps her arms tightly around his torso tightly and his head rests at the top of hers, she holds him like the like next time won't come.

"Come on, I have to go now" he says sadly, almost whispering like he didn't want to say it. "Right" she nods. But the two don't even move, not an inch.

No one can explain it, by 'it' I mean the love. A heart clenching, make your mind go blank, troubles disappear, the only thing you focus on is him or her, that kind of love.

And they both felt it just as much as each other.

"Promise me you'll text me, nothing big, just when you wake up, just a smiley face to tell me you're okay and I'll send one back. And eat, eat everything you can, Ive been told the food is lovely in Italy and sing, sing so good, sing and play the guitar or the piano and have fun, yeah- have fun" she says moving out of his arms. He hums unable to talk.

Shawn takes his guitar case in his hand and looks down at his lover, now a friend or even just somebody who was the owner of his heart.

"Can I kiss you goodbye?" She asks, voice so quiet, she's breaking and it's so incredibly clear.

He nods placing a hand on her cheek. She leans up, waiting for a second. Her eyes flutter shut and Shawn presses his lips against her, eyes shut, hands in each other and this kinda kiss, you could never put a price on.

Shawn pulls back then presses a long kiss to her forehead, leaving his lips to linger.

"Okay" he nods. She nods softly taking his hand, wanting to have that feeling longer.

He walks to the door opening it and he walks out.

"Say it... just once more" she says.

"I love you" the words to natural leaving his lips. "I love you Shawn" she hiccups. He starts walking away and their fingers disconnect.

She shuts the door learning against it for a second with her eyes clenched shut, maybe it'll be like the movies, he'll come back, he'll stay, hold her and they'll be together.

The thought gets shaken from her mind when her phone makes a noise. She goes over wiping her tears. What appears on the screen makes her heart skip several beats.

From Shawn- :)

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The start was briefly based off of Rihanna's song Stay.
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