Make Me Calm

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Shawn held her hand leading her though a crowd that had formed as they were inside eating in a cafe. He squeezes her hand tighter and brings the other one up to his face blocking the flashes and she just lets him lead the way to the car.

One of Shawn's security opens the door, Shawn lets her in first holding the small of her back, she quickly thanks him and gets in as Shawn gets in beside her. "Shawn I think it'll take us longer to get back to the hotel" the drives says and Shawn nods putting the partition up then he leans back. His hand goes up to his head holding it in stress then he groans loudly.

She places a light hand in his thigh and rubs up down comforting him, "You okay love?" She asks him. He sighs loudly looking at her "does it look like I'm okay?" He speaks harshly making her hand stop at his knee.

"Sorry I was just asking" she mumbles then looks out the window seeing many people surrounding the car. "I'm sorry babe, I didn't mean that" he tells her putting his hand over hers. "It's okay" she tells him intertwining their hands.

"This is all too much" he says, "I can't eat in peace with my girlfriend, I can't take you on dates or even touch you in public because people spread shit!" He yells frustration filling him.

She turns her body in to him and rests her on his shoulder sighing "I know it's hard" she says rubbing her thumb over his hand.

"You think it's hard?!" He spits "you've only experienced this a few time, I have to live with it!" She decides not to say anything knowing he's angry.

"Shawn, calm down please" she hushes him, he pulls his hand and folds them over his chest, she remains where she is but lifts her head up. Her hand goes to his clenched jaw and he relaxes under touch. "Please my love, calm down" her voice is so gentle it makes Shawn grow soft.

"Ugh I'm so sorry" he tells her and she nods "it's okay, you're frustrated and you're allowed to be" her hand goes to his hair softly massaging his scalp and his eyes flutter before he looks in to her eyes.

"We can get Andrew to send out a message and you can you do one too about your privacy, your fans are very understanding Shawn, they care for you so they'll understand" Shawn sends her a small smile. "Thank you" He whispers then pecks her lips.

"You're so amazing baby" he tells her feeling calm, she blushes and holds his hand again "so are you" his hand fits in hers so perfectly, he practically melts at her touch.

"You got this Yeah" she tells him, "you don't have to be afraid to go outside, people just need to respect you" she reassured him.

"And respect you, the paparazzi say such vile stuff to you, asking if you're pregnant! It knocks me sick" He scrunches his face up.

"I know baby, but we don't let it get to us right. We focus on the good things" she smiles which makes Shawn smile. He's putty in her hands.

"Like when they tell you how amazing you perform, when they compliment your outfits or even makes funny memes. We focus on the good Yeah" he nods at her listening to every word carefully as he watches her lips move.

"You make me weak" he whispers making her laugh. "I legit turn to jelly under your touch, you make me calm" she blushes at his words.

"You make me weak too" she winks and Shawn laughs his eyes scrunching up and his perfect teeth showing. "You got this baby" she tells him pecking his lips. "And I got you" he whispers against her lips before kissing them for a quick second.

"You really do make me weak" she giggles twirling his hair, Shawn glances out the window seeing a few cameras flashing.

"Are you fucking kidding they've been taking pictures of us" he huffs rolling down the window, her hand goes to his pulling him back before he does anything stupid "Shawn" she calls but he ignores her.

"Hey can you stop please, I'm just trying to get back to my hotel with girlfriend and you're making us uncomfortable" he tells them with a calm voice.

"Oh sorry man, can I just ask one question and we'll be gone" the man says, Shawn nods giving in. "Is your girlfriend pregnant if so are you the dad?" Shawn clenches his jaw about to yell at the man but she quickly places a hand on his thigh, "no I'm not pregnant, have a nice day" she smiles then rolls up the window and the car moves forwards.

"Why did you do that?" Shawn spits, "because imagine if you yelled at that man and said something horrible you would've regretted it and then people would make a headline out of it" she tells him.

"Ugh what did I do to deserve you" Shawn tilts his head back groaning in frustration. She leans up leaving kisses on his neck, making him shiver. "Babe stop, I want to wait till we get to an actual bed" she laughs and moves away.

"You seriously have me wrapped around your finger" he tells her a smirk tugging at his lips. "And is that a bad thing?" She smiles innocently.

"Definitely not" he presses his lips to her smiling in to the kiss.

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