Can see you coming Nathan Sykes & the wanted fanfic

Chapter 20

We'd landed and had gotten on the bus, it was just me and Maggie, cause the boys were out with the fans. "dude, it's so freaking hot." I moaned and I blasted the AC, she sighed and we looked for beds. How it went was same beds the whole trip, so we flopped down onto ours, both bottom bunks across from each other on the end.

Nano was on top of mine and nathans, so it was alright. I looked at Maggie and sighed. "we aren't even doing the shows and the trip Is so draining." I moaned, she nodded. "I feel bad forever saying that this was easy." she said, I nodded this time. "sometimes its great, like we've got a beach today." she chorused, clearly ecstatic about the trip. I grinned, then frowned. Scars, hmm, what to do what to do. I had no freaking clue.

The bus started moving and I didn't hear anyone, so I assumed they were all Downstairs. "come on guys, bathing suits! Beach in five!" shouted Tom from downstairs, Maggie and I looked at each other, then I jumped up and she, being her clean self, had her suit already near her, mine was somewhere down in the bowels of my bag.

I jumped up and ran down the stairs, then looked at my bag with a sigh, I head Nathan laugh and he dangled a white bikini in front of my face. "I got you covered love." he said, I smiled. "thanks, I never would have found one." I said, he chuckled, then led me over to the bathroom, but Maggie stopped by us, I looked at the bikini and frowned.

As Maggie would say, it was thin, like floss thin. "Nathan." I groaned, he laughed. "this is why you don't let guys to bikini shopping, they buy stuff like this." said Maggie, I nodded. "sorry, with guys, I saw it and went into freak mode." he said, I sighed and shook my head. "what am I going to do with you." I sighed, he grinned. "can you come with me baby, here we go." he said with a grin on his face.

He led me to the bathroom and shut the door. He smiled and looked at me, to the bikini, then back to me. "Nathan." I whined, not wanting to, but I was just prolonging the inevitable. "we can take it slow." he said, a grin plastered on his face. "why smile?" I asked,he grinned even more. "cause you're so dam beautiful." he said and started to laugh at the fact that I was frowning and confused.

"oh come on babe," he said, then pulled me to him and just smiled at me. "but Nathan..." I started, honestly not sure how to tell him. Maybe he wouldn't want me, maybe he'd think it was horrible, I sucked it up, I had to tell him. "hey nath, you know how Tom had all those scars?" I asked, he nodded "yes, he was a clumsy child." he said, humor dancing in his eyes.

I stared up at him and he frowned. "you look sad, what's wrong?" he asked, I sighed. Maybe this would break us up, what if... "babe, you're thinking to hard, now tell me whats wrong." he said, I sighed. "I do have something to tell you, I'm just scared." I whispered, his eyes looked pained. "anything, you can tell me anything babe." he said.

"well, sometimes things happen. And we don't mean for them to happen. What seemed like a good idea at the time, turns out to be bad..." I started, he sighed. "babe, it's ok." he sighed. "I get it, I just want you to be happy." he said. "it's fine, I'm not mad, i thought it was going great, but i guess you didnt think so...we can still be friends right? I don't think I could live without you in my life." he sobbed. "what the fuck are you on about?" I asked, accidentally going British at the end as I tend to do when I say 'what are you on about?'

"you're breaking up with me?" he asked, "holy shit no!" I shouted. "you're the best thing that's ever happened to me." I said, he smiled. "oh thank god, I thought we were doing so well." he said, I smiled. "god Nathan, no, you, are perfect." I said, he smiled. "then what are you trying to say?" he asked. "is it about Tom? Cause of his scars?" asked Nathan, I shook my head.

"no, it's about me and my scars." I blurted. "what scars?" he asked. "as I said, sometimes we do something and we think it's a good idea but it turns out we're wrong." I started. "well, I used to to something, thought it was good, turns out I was wrong, really wrong and I got a lot of scars." I said and I pulled away from him and pulled my shirt off.

He stared at my stomach and knelt down in front of me and started tracing them with his fingers. "aww, baby, what happened?" he asked, I opened my mouth to say it, but nothing came out, I couldn't tell him, I couldn't. "stuff." I mumbled. "baby, who hurt you?" he asked as he continued to run his finger over my skin.

I shook my head. "they go lower." I whispered, he reached up and undid my belt buckle and pushed my jeans down a bit. "aw baby." he coo'd. "and on my arm." I whispered and he took my left arm and looked at the heart carved into my skin near my elbow. "who did it?" he growled. "I'm going to kill them." he hissed, his voice held such anger that it actually scared me and I tried to back up, but he held me in place.

"you need to tell me." he ordered, I shook my head. "just drop it Nathan." I said, nearly in tears. "i get you don't want to tell me, but I will find out, and I'll get whoever did it." he shouted. Tears started pouring down my cheeks and his face instantly turned from anger to sorrow. "I'm sorry baby, I didn't mean to shout." he coo'd soothingly and pulled me to him.

He thought I was crying cause of come traumatic memory or some shit, I wasn't. I was crying cause he cared so fucking much, he cared and he really wanted to get whoever did it. He couldn't find out that this happened with my permission, that I'd encouraged it, sought after it, he'd never forgive me.

"I'm sorry." he whispered as he ran his hand comfortingly through my hair and rubbed my back with the other. "don't worry baby, nothing like this will ever happen to you again, I'm here." he added softly. "just tell me who did it, tell me what happened." he asked, I shook my head and backed away.

I did up my belt and pulled my shirt on. "can you please just drop it." I begged, he shook his head. I growled and stormed out of the bathroom, tears still streaming down my cheeks. I ran past everyone and started towards the stairs, "wait, baby, I'm sorry! Please, I'm sorry!" he shouted, I kept going. I felt his hand grab my arm and he pulled me to a stop and turned me so I faced him.

"I'll drop it." he said, I looked at him. "promise?" asked, he nodded. "I promise." he said, then used his thumbs to wipe the tears off my cheeks. "now don't cry, whatever happened, I swear it'll never happen again, I'll never let anyone hurt you ever. Do you understand? You're mine and I'd never let anything hurt you." he said and pulled me to him.

I rested my head on his shoulder and nodded. "I do Nathan." I said. "I love you." he said, I smiled into his neck, "I love you to." I whispered back. "awwww!" awwed the boys, I sniffled and pulled back blushing. "shut up." I said half heartedly.

"what happened?" asked jay as he bounced over. "you can tell them, I'm Gunna get changed." I whispered and kissed his cheek. Then I walked into the bathroom and changed into the skimpy little thing Nathan had bought me. I walked out of the bathroom and everyone looked at me and stopped talking. Tom walked over and picked me up bridal style and smiled at me.

"no ones Gunna hurt you like that again, you're my sissy, no one can touch you again. And if they try, they've got to go through me." he said triumphantly. I smiled and hugged him. "thanks tom-tom." I said. "why didn't you tell us before?" he asked. "I thought Nathan would break u with me cause it was ugly." I admitted. "no, It's not," said Nathan. "and I would never." he said. "now come on, swimming!" said Tom and he burst out of the bus and ran across a beach. "don't you dare!" I shouted, just before Tom threw me into the water and I went under into the ocean.