Never Forever

Lust-tirie (Lingerie)

*Warning - Do not read this in a public setting. As I am not responsible for blushing, leakage or ect.*

Closing the car door, I realized I had forgotten to slap on a smile for her.
"Leona, what's wrong?"
"Huh?"
"You look so sad.. Are you-?"
"Yeah, I'm fine."
"You sure?"
"Yeah. Just a minor headache. That's all."
"Do you need some medicine to take for it?"

If I took the pills, she wouldn't know that if be overdosing. Right? Ugh..

"No, Mira. I'm fine. I already took some when I was in the house."
"Okay.."
"We didn't get dressed for nothing. Let's go!" I smiled and she returned a small one. Very much unlike all the other times when she had smiled.

It felt almost as if she were in pain but.. not for herself..

We drove around and eventually ended up a the mall. It was a little odd for me since I hate shopping at the mall and also since there are very few bridal shops here too.. If any..

We made a stop at a jewelry store. "I need help with ideas on picking something out." She said as we approached the men's section.
"With what? Rings?"
"Yes."
"But.. Haven't you and Hoseok picked out all of that stuff together already?"
"If we did, this would be a pick up and not a browse." I nodded in stupidity. She had a point. After moments of standing there, she finally said, "Leona?"
"Huh?"
"What do you think that Hoseok would like?"
"Why are you asking me? Should you know this already? You're the one who's getting married to him.."

Dammit Leona! You've said too much! Jun is just driving you crazy back home.  Don't let him get to you. Just relax and breathe.

She smiled. "Well, I figured that if I were to bring you, I would have a better chance of getting him to love the ring. Please. Just tell me what you would choose for him." With a huff, I nodded.
"Okay. I'd pick none of these."
"Why?"
"They're all ugly and I hate gold. I hate gold because o hate the color yellow. It doesn't flatter me at all. I've wanted matching rings so.." I began walking around until I laid my eyes on a ring that looked the closest to what is want in a ring for not only me, but him too. "To put it lightly, we would match. His favorite color was green, so I would get two custom made rings that were sculpted, one of Jade and the other of a stone in my favorite color. In the ring would have our dates. The date we first kissed, got engaged and got married would be on the inside. On the outside would be a design of something that combines us together. Let's say that my favorite color is red. Then I would choose to put a small rose and rose petals on his ring to remind him of me, but leaves and thorns on mine to remind myself of him. But if my favorite color is blue, then it would be earth and water. See what I mean? Find a ring or make a ring with a personal meaning behind it. The choice will be much easier if you love.. uh.. Know him very well."

Dammit Jun..

I felt myself getting weak in the jaw and muscles as they began to shake ever so lightly. But to me, it felt like a wave of lightning had just touched my body. My eyes started back over at Mira and I noticed aomething..

"That's what I would get for him. Especially since it would save money on wasted diamonds. I don't like diamonds either. Or big rocks." She nodded.

She was in pain..

For me..

"Thank you. That gives me a lot to think about. You really are a great best friend. Let's go."

Best friend?

We arrived in front of a department store and that's when she got extremely excited. "Okay Leona. Just grab whatever you want in here and let's try it on!" She sqeeled before dragging me inside.
"But Mira! I don't have any money and I have way too many clothes!"
"The more the merrier! Plus. Who said anything about you paying?" She grinned, leaving me silenced. "Here. Go try this on." She grinned before walking away. I'm guessing to scoop up some more clothes to dress herself up in. She'll look great in anything though.. Oh the envy..

I slipped on the material and realized something. This is lingerie! "Mira!" Why on earth did I have to be too on autopilot for this? I heard footsteps coming my way and sighed with relief. "Mira, I don't know what was running through your mind but-."

I froze. Because right there, outside those doors, was an employee.

Hoseok?

I blinked as I backed up a little. He kept coming forward, towards me, closing the door behind him.
"What are you doing here?"
"I work here."
"You work here?"
"Yeah.." He chuckled. "You um.. You look very.. Comfortable standing here like that." He bit his lip as he looked away. I looked down and quickly regretted it as I saw the thickness of long yearned torture staring back at me.

Oh God.. Why is he so big?

I heard him step a little closer to me and my first reaction was to hit him.

"Leona!" He shouted. "If you ever try to hit me in the face like that ever again, I will shove my tongue so far down your throat you won't even be able to breathe.." My eyes challenged him as my panties began to dampen with the massive quickness of waterfalls. The anger and tension built up inside me had made me forget the fact that my wrist was trapped in his hand involuntarily.
"Then-." He immediately began to kiss me, interrupting my dare. Our session heating up fast. His hands touching every place on my body that they could as he began to grind onto my body against the wall. A moan slipped out but he had shushed me. "H-Hoseok."
"Shhhh." And continued to kiss me. "Y-you're.. You're so bad.." I bit my lip as he began to suck on my neck and pull my leg up on his hip for more access. "You're gonna get fired if you keep doing me like this."
"Shhh." Our lips did all the talking as he sat us down on the bench. Pulling me into him, I began to do him the same way. "You're so big."
"Do you want it?"
"Mm.. Do you?" His only response was when he pulled me back by the hair and kissed all over my girls and neck before pushing me back. Never losing eye contact, he slowly unbuckledhis pants.
"If you want it, go in there and take it out."

No.. I heard myself say. No! Wait.. NO! WAKE UP!

I blinked very quickly as I came back into reality and tightened my legs. I read the nametag.

Jung Hoseok

Before quickly closing the door.