Falling From It Again

Forty 5

CHERYL's POINT OF VIEW

I was nervous. Today I would see Shemar and after what happened last night with Tony...
I don't think that Shemar would be too fond of it. Especially since I'm the one who blew up on him about keeping his hands to himself. Either way it goes- I feel bad. This was making me feel completely torn.

Lucky me, not...He came to visit me at work before I could even go to lunch with Tony.

"Hey, baby girl." He said as he kissed my forehead.

"Hey..." I said as I stood up and gave him a hug. After the hug, I was about to sit back down but he pulled me from behind my desk.

"Come here." He said as he smiled and started to kiss my neck.

This was feeling uncomfortable.

"Shemar....I-....come on, I'm at work, baby." I said as he picked me up and placed me on the desk.

"When did that ever stop you?" He asked me as he touched my thighs.

"Wait. Wait. Wait." I said as I removed his hands and softly patted his chest to stop him.

"Why?" He asked me as he started to look confused.

"Because...I have something that I need to admit." I said nervously as I closed my legs and pulled my dress down.

"Okay...what is it, Cheryl?" He asked me.

"I...well, I already know that you won't like it but...it just happened, baby." I said as I looked up at him. He raised his eyebrows at me.

"I mean, whatever it is- I know that I won't be that mad, right?" He asked as he moved some of my hair out of my face and pushed it behind my ear.

"Well...." I said as I looked down and played with my hands.

"Just tell me."

"But I'm scared."

"Why?"

"I don't know..." I said as I shook my head.

"Baby, you don't have to be afraid to tell me things, alright? You can tell me any and everything." He said as he put his hand on my chin and pulled my head up so that I could look him into his eyes. I softly nodded my head and took a deep breath.

"Last night...uhm, Tony and I kinda made love." I admitted. "It just happened. He told me....a lot of stuff- actually....I was surprised." I said as I tried not to blush and held my smile back. "I don't know who he was last night but...damn." I said as I had a few flashbacks.

Shemar stepped away from me and put his hand on his chin.

"Wow. So, do you remember telling me that no matter what Tony said- you wouldn't give up what's mines?" He asked me.

"I do but I apologize. I-...now I know what you mean, I couldn't hold back. He's my husband...it's different with me!" I told him.