Falling From It Again

Eighteen

*WARNING 😈* (Please, don't start the song until later on when I say "Start song". The song is very important to listen to, so- please listen to it when it's time to.)

CHERYL's POINT OF VIEW

Once we were all back in the living room together, I could feel Shemar's eyes on me almost the entire time. I wanted him to just leave me the hell alone and be with his woman. Damn, it hurts so bad- he wasn't lying. "I've thought about it maybe..once or twice..." but not as much as he probably has. (If you caught onto that quote that Mommy has said before.....I love you.)

"You guys were in there for a very long time." Lorah said out loud. Shemar looked over at her and I just sipped on my wine. His fault.

"Drink your wine, baby." Shemar said as he looked over at me.

"I agree." Tony said as he lightly laughed.

"We were just talking and I kinda got carried away. My apologies...my stories are very long. I was reminding Cheryl about how much she used to love my stories. I know that she misses me putting my story inside her, don't you?" He said as he smiled at me. He knows damn well that he wasn't talking about no damn stories....anyways.

"Excuse me? Your story belongs to Lorah now. She rides your story all the time, right?" I said as I raised my eyebrows at him.

"My best friend rides it better." He said as he smirked. How in the hell didn't Tony nor Lorah catch onto this? "My story makes them guts soar. You know...my story makes you feel better, That's all i'm meaning." He said as he slightly laughed. Lorah and Tony were looking beyond confused at the both of us. They thought nothing of it.

"I'm getting sleepy." I said as I put my wine glass down on the center table in front of us. Shemar sipped on his wine and looked at me.

"You two are confusing but why so soon, babe?" Tony asked me.

"Uhm...well, it's getting kinda late. I just wanted you and I to...you know." I said as I raised my eyebrow at Tony. "The kids are at Ma's too..." I added as I smiled at him.

Tony jumped up from the couch. "Well, Lorah and Shemar- it was nice having you two over but uh...I'll see you two another time." Tony said as he smiled at the both of them. Shemar looked at me and I could see that he disliked what I had just said. He knew that I was gonna go straight upstairs and make love to my husband and not him.

"Cold." Shemar said as he stood up and then helped Lorah up. "I'll see y'all another time then." Shemar said as he winked at Tony. I guess that was to show Tony that he too knew what was about to go down- he read between the lines.

After Shemar and Lorah left- Tony gave me a passionate kiss.

"I love you." He said as he pulled away from my kiss and smiled at me.

"I love you too." I added as I gave him another kiss.

Tony is all the man that I need.

SHEMAR's POINT OF VIEW

I couldn't go to sleep. Especially knowing what Tony and Cheryl were doing right about now. I mean-...she's gotta still have feelings for me. She must have because why would she throw those feelings away?

I was in bed looking up at the ceiling and just thinking about her. Was I wrong for telling her the truth? I'm not in love with Lorah...I mean, I am but i'm not. I want Cheryl and I've always wanted Cheryl. I looked over at Lorah and watcher her as she slept so peacefully in bed next to me. I was playing with her heart and it felt so wrong- maybe I should just leave Cheryl alone because like last time- it's gonna end up being no good for her marriage. How do you get over somebody that you've always craved love and affection from for almost your entire life?