Falling From It Again

Thirty 5

This book is so cruel and jacked up all at the same time, my gosh. 😂😂😂 "HERE IS YO WOMAN....BTW...I just finished fucking her guts."

(Its just a book my homies...it's just a booook.)

SHEMAR's POINT OF VIEW

"Here's your wife." I said as I held Cheryl's hand and reunited Tony and her together.

I let Cheryl take a quick shower, get dressed all over again and now, I brought her back downstairs to her...husband.

"Hey, baby." Tony said as he tried to kiss her- but she moved her head around and he kissed her cheek. He then hugged her.

Those lips belong to me and I'm happy that she knows it.

"You feeling better?" He asked her as he put his hand on her waist.

She nodded her head and smiled at him.

"I'll let you two enjoy the rest of the party. Thanks Tony for letting me talk to her. You already know that her best friend always helps her feel better." I said as I smiled at Cheryl and licked my lips.

"Of course, man. I would have came to see about you, baby but- I told Shemar because I knew that he always knew exactly what to say and do to help you to feel better." Tony explained to Cheryl. All Cheryl could do at this moment was smile...I knew why too. I said my apologies to her in a very well said way.

"Yeah, man. I always do and say the right things." I said as I then kissed Cheryl's cheek, patted her shoulder and smiled at Tony.
"Alright, I'll talk to you later, right?" I asked her.

"Yeah. Thanks again." She said as she nodded her head and looked away from me.

"Anytime." I said as I waved at Tony and then walked away.

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CHERYL's POINT OF VIEW

Sometimes, the guilt would eat me alive. Sometimes I couldn't even look my husband in his eyes because knowing what Shemar and I have been up to behind closed doors- I felt bad about it. Tony didn't deserve it. He made me upset sometimes but he was still my husband.

Since Shemar's party last week, him and I have been together about 2 more times. Every time was better and different though- but apart of me still didn't want to stop. However, keeping this secret was starting to get hard for me. I knew that eventually Tony would ask me why him and I haven't even touched each other in almost a month.

Still...I still can't figure out what I'll say when he asks me. I'm showing the same symptoms that I showed the first time Shemar and I started fooling around.

I needed to just stop worrying about that and worry about my kids honestly. Cai is starting to see something different in me and...it's starting to scare me. Every time Shemar and Lorah comes I've our house- Cai always looks at us closely. It's like she can feel it but maybe I'm wrong. Maybe she's thinking that something is up but I'll ask her why she's been acting like that around Shemar soon but not now.

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Tonight, I came over Ma's house to chill with her and talk. She hasn't seen me in a while and I wanted to just see how she was doing. Of course she asked about the kids and how we've all been doing.

"This movie is hilarious." Ma said as we both watched a movie.

"Yeah." I said in a dry voice. I had so much on my mind. Shemar, Tony, my babies and even work. I wanted to be happy...like I said in the first book, still haven't fully conquered it yet.