Falling From It Again

False Chapter

A FALSE CHAPTER. The last chapter (60th one) was my OFFICIAL choice. This is just a "what if she got it" type of chapter.

CHERYL's POINT OF VIEW

The numbness that I was feeling....I've never felt it before in my entire life until this day.

I made this choice.

This was my choice.

It was a heated moment. Yet, the look in his eyes made the moment even more heated. My best friend...my lover....my "If only we could be together" but we both know that we can't but hesitated and thought that we could. Being irresponsible and not doing the things that we should have...lead us to this- a baby that he doesn't even want. All of this makes me question if he even wants me....

Is it right for me to do this?

Especially to my innocent child who didn't even...ask for all of this.

"And, let's begin. Relax, Okay?" She told me.

I nodded my head and felt the tears leak from my eyes. I closed my eyes as hard as I could- I wanted to try to imagine myself being somewhere other than here right now...in this moment. The pain that I was feeling right now was unbearable- I felt heartbroken.

This was a choice that couldn't be reversed. A life that couldn't become again in itself.

It was done.

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(I promise you that I don't know how this abortion stuff goes soooo....imma make it flabbah Dabbah and guess.)

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"Cheryl, you never did call me and tell me how it went the other day." Inaya said as she walked into my bedroom to check on me today.

I was just laying there, looking out the window- feeling numb and broken after what I had just done.

"Cheryl..." she then said as she sat down on the edge of the bed and touched my leg. "Are you okay?" She asked me.

Was she really asking me that?

"I know that this is hard but this is what you chose to do, girl." She then said.

"It was the right thing to do...he didn't want it." I said as I closed my eyes.

"How did you know that for sure?"

"Because he said it! Inaya, He said it to my face." I said as I rush to sit up in bed. "You should have seen his face..." I said as I started to cry all over again. "He hates me." I added as I laid back down. "The damage is done." I said as I placed my hand over my stomach.

"Cheryl, that man loves you. He wouldn't want you to do this!" She told me.

"Inaya, wake up! I'm married! Why didn't you slap me out of this? Instead you covered up for me and encouraged me. If he actually loved me...he would have left me alone in the first gah damn place." I said to her.

"You're gonna break his and Tony's heart after they hear this news. You don't know that this is gonna ruin them. This is what they both wanted and you got rid of it." She told me.

"Really? That's what you're worried about? This ruining them? I'm ruined. I'm the one who's beyond ruined. My married is ruined. My friendship is ruined. Everything is ruined...and it's all my damn fault."

"Maybe I should leave you be. You're upset..."

"That would be best." I then said to her. "Leave, please." I added as I looked at her.

"Fine. I'm still one of your best friends, Cheryl. Never forget that. I just want the best for you." She said as she then left out.

After she left, I balled up in bed and clutched my stomach. I couldn't stop crying.

BOW- so.... IF ANYBODY IS CONFUSED. I did publish this chapter to show you a little bit of how it would have went after Cheryl got the abortion but SHE DIDN'T. Soooo- the next chapter will be me starting from the 60th one and continuing on with the story. I hope I didn't confuse anyone but....yeah. This is a false chapter- just a little "what if" type of chapter. Get me?

Alright.

STAR/VOTE still tho 😂❤️