Falling From It Again

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SHEMAR's POINT OF VIEW
The next week;

"Are you nervous?" I asked her as we both waited for the doctor to come in.

"No. I'm sure that everything is fine." She said as she scrolled through her phone. She didn't look up at me not once the entire time we've been here.

We went another long ass week without talking to each other and now that we have the time to talk; she's not even paying me any attention.

What did I do?
Her mixed emotions are kicking my ass.

While I was sitting down, I just looked at her.
I don't think that I've ever loved anybody the way that I love her.

"Baby, why are you doin' this?" I asked her as I stood up.

"Doing what?"

"Not talking to me, avoiding me, acting like I've done something to you and not even touching me. What's going on with that?" I asked her as I stood in front of her.

She put her phone down next to her and shrugged her shoulders as she then looked me in my eyes.

"I don't know. I'm not trying to. I'm just trying to do what's best for us." She told me.

I rubbed my forehead and then sighed.

"Cheryl, you are my weakness. Not talking to you is killing me. We need to stop doing this because I can't take it." I told her as I walked up towards her and lightly placed my hand on her thigh.

"I'll stop. You're the one who didn't contact me."

"Conta-..." I said as I shook my head. "Cheryl, I called you multiple times, what do you mean? Almost every single day and the only time you've answered my call was because you wanted me to come to this appointment. YOU didn't call me."

"Look, I've got too much stuff going on right now. More important things to worry about." She said as she looked away from me.

"Am I not important to you anymore?" I asked her as I grabbed her hand and looked at her with a straight face. "Hm?"

"I didn't say that. It's just-...the calling and stuff. I don't have time to always stop and think to call people." She explained to me as she looked me in my eyes. She parted her lips to say something else but nothing came out.

"You're making this very hard for me."

"Shemar...." She said as she closed her eyes and took a deep breath. "I'm tired and I don't want to argue with you today." She said in a rush as she then opened her eyes. "I don't. So, please- sit down and leave me be..." She told me.

I stood there looking at her. I slightly shook my head and turned around to take my seat. I then stopped and turned back around towards her.

"Do you just not love me anymore?" I suddenly asked her.

She sighed and rolled her eyes in frustration.
"Baby, what kind of question IS that?" She asked me as she placed her hands on each side of her.