Treat You Better (Cherylxtoni)( under editing)

drunk me

Toni topaz
(Drunk me)
18

Once the lights turned on I had a wave of emotions rush over me. I couldn't get over cheryl. I was so attracted to her it was ridiculous. I wanted her body and her heart. Drunk me can't get over cheryl blossom.

I thought about the day we ran off to pops as my hands ran up her shirt and rested on her soft warm skin.

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I stood outside of her bio class dangling my keys in the small window. Kevin saw and soon told cheryl beside him. She looks to the window with a smile before asking to use the restroom. I step out of the way so the teacher wouldn't see me.  She slides out and pushes me up against the wall.

"What the hell do you want?" She says smirking at me. "I want a burger." I say with a smile. "Lunch wa slast period." She says rolling her eyes letting me go. "Well I refused to eat pizza, c'mon it'll be fun." I say grabbing her hand for the first time. Her skin was soft and warm and fit in mine like it was meant for it. I laugh a little before we run off to my bike.
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Her hands intangle in my hair which brings me to the day we had to watch that boring movie in history.

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I feel somthing hit the back of my head and turn around to see cheryl pointing to a note beside my desk.  I pick it up and read it in my head. 'Im bored' the note said making me bite my lip. I sigh before replying to the girl I was slowly becoming in love with. 'Cool' I write before folding the note and putting it on her desk. With a simple smile I turn back to the movie.

I feel the same thump and turn around to the paper on the ground again. I pick it up and a smile grows on my face as I read it. 'Fix it please ' she says as I chuckle quietly. I remember cheryl telling me that she loved to braid my hair she says that the pink made it more intresting.
So I write a reply to the girl 'wanna play with my hair?' I fold it and lightly place it on her desk but this time not turning around. I wait for her signal.  She reads it and nods her head yes. I scoot my chair/desk backwards so she could reach my hair. I bite my lip as the butterflies flutter in my stomach as her hands play with the strands of my hair.
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I kiss her lips tenderly my vision slightly blurry. I kiss up her jawline to her ear. I nibble on it before whislering what I wanted to tell her for so damn long. Something that hurts me everyday because its something that makes me question myself. Because I always wonder does she feel the same? Dies she want me like I want her?  Does she need me like i need her? Does she even love me? Its the thoughts drunk me always happens to think.

"Why won't you love me more?" I ask cheryl the question that burned me mentally. Why couldn't she waist her time on me. Why is she waisting time with archie, when he'll never treat her as good as I can. Why won't she love me more?

The lights flicker on and I had to get out of the room. I rush out ignoring cheryls calls. I sit on my bed pulling at my hair. God I love that woman. I just wish she loved me as well. Suddenly my door slightly opens revealing cheryl. I don't look her in the eyes just ignore her presents.

"Hey, tt why'd you run away?" She ask. She was so oblivious to the fact I craved her body and her. I wnated something I couldn't have. Like that doll I wanted but my dad didn't have enough money for it so he gave me an old kitchen knife.

"Toni please say something." I couldn't resist this girl. She could kill me and I would forgive her instantly. I loved her, no I love her. "Because it hurts." I say looking up. My vision still not perfect from the alcohol. I stand up slightly stumbling. "What hurts?" She ask calmly. "You and me. I I want you so damn bad." I say a yawn escaping my mouth short after. "Huh?" I smile before stepping closer. "You baby, I want to be your only. I wnat to be yours no, you've already got me. I want you. " I says to the girl. Sober me is gonna kill me.

"I don't understand." I crash our lips together slopply. "I'm tired princess. " I say before walking over to my bed. I turn off the light and say, "good night cherry." I then doze off to sleep.

Cheryl blossom

It must've been the alcohol. I think before pulling the covers over her bodie. I sigh before giving the girl a kiss on her forehead. I love her more than she knows. Its just hard for me. Fo six yeas I've heard nothing but insults for having a small inoccent crush on a girl. My hotter saying I'm going to hell because I love someone. This coming from a woman who hasn't even picked up a bible in her whole life. So how the hell does she even know what the bible says?

Then having my heart turn apart by my family, trusting someone just for that to be thrown away with a one night stand. The only happiness I've had in years is with toni, but its hard to admitt because when I do the world will know. Then someone will try to tear the love of my life away. That scares me.

I shut the door quietly. My back hits the door and a silent tear rolls down my cheek. I love her I do I'm in love with her. But I'm afraid to admitt it. I wipe the tear quickly as someone walks out the bathroom.

"That was fun." Veronica says cracking her knuckles. "Oh god." I say disgusted. "Remind me to tell toni she needs a new bathroom. "So how'd it go?" Veroncia ask me as we walk back into the living room colecting candles and flashlights.  "She ah, she fell asleep. Before that she said some pretty intresting things." Just then betty rushes in. "Bitch. Both of you. Don't spill the tea without me." She says shutting the front door and sitting on the counter. "What were you doing?" Veronica ask betty raises an eyebrow. "What were you doing?" She nods towards the bathroom.

"Myself." Veronica nods causing betty and I to  scoot a little farther away from veronica. "You all do it." She says rolling her eyes. "Now what did she say?" Betty ask playing with the rubix cube on the counter. "She uh said she said she wanted me." I say tracing my finger along the counter top. "Did you say it back?" Veronica ask betty not really paying attention.

"No not quiet she's not sober, I feel the same way I want her as well, but what if it was just the alcohol talking. She doesn't feel the same way. "You still shoulda said it back." Veronica sighs. "I think she shouldn't of just yet." Betty says outting the now completed cube back down. "What if she admitted it but toni doesn't remember it? Tell her tommorow.  Stay here tonight as well. Shell be hungover tommorow. She'll need some care. Now veronica, I want a milkshake."  Betty says hopping off the counter.

"Do I have to pay for it?" She ask annoyed. "Well duh, who else would be. " she ays as she walks out the door. "Bye cher. Remember get some tommorow but send pics." She winks causing me to roll my eyes. 

I sigh before channel searching the tv.

Thoughts on betty?