Don't Watch Me Cry
Gulat na gulat kaming dalawa ni Risa sa eksenang nadatnan pagkapasok sa pintuan. Humahagulhol si Minnie habang nakayakap sa umaalo sa kanyang si Hye Soo. Lumapit kami sa mga ito para magtanong.
“Uy anong nangyari? Bakit umiiyak si Minnie?” tanong ko.
‘Wala na sila ni Zai’ basa namin sa buka ng bibig ni Hye Soo.
“Ano?! Wala na?! Bakit? Anong-”
Kinulbit ko si Risa para matigil sya sa pagsasalita. Binulungan ko sya na wag munang magtanong dahil masyadong sensitibo para kay Minnie. Kaya naman kahit na nagtataka ay dinamayan na lang namin ang naghihinagpis na kaibigan.
Halos isang oras siyang ganoon. Hanggang sinamahan na siya ni Hye Soo papasok sa kanyang kwarto. Kaya naman ng lumabas si Hye Soo ay para kaming mga nakatanghod na aso.
“Anong nangyari? Ang bilis naman!” tanong ko.
“Bakit sila nagbreak?” tanong ni Risa.
“Nakipagbreak si Minnie kay Kai. Nalaman nya kasi na bumaba yung stocks ng YG simula nang na reveal na nagdedate sila.”
“Hala baka naman hindi dahil sa dating issue kaya bumaba yung stocks. May issue tungkol dun sa Club ni Seungbi sunbae at maaring dahil ito doon.” sabi ni Risa.
“Wala eh. Mas pinili na lang din ni Minnie na makipaghiwalay. Palihim na din naman daw sila magkita at palaging may mata sa paligid at ayaw nya ng ganoong klase ng relasyon. Hindi din naman daw sila madalas magkita. Mas magfofocus na lang daw sya sa trabaho. Haay! Ang gulo niya!”
Nagsipasukan na kami sa aming mga sariling kwarto. Humiga ako sa kama at napai isip. Hindi ko alam kung bakit pero parang naiintindihan ko si Minnie. Magulo rin ang utak ko eh.
Pero mahal nya talaga si Zai. Ngayon ko lang sya nakitang umiyak ng ganoon.
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“Hello Everyone!”
I smiled widely as I’m looking at the screen of my phone. Tons of comments came and got more energized. Tonight, I’ll be doing an Instagram Live and I’m so excited to see the comments of Blinks. I am eager to have an interactions with our supporters especially the International Fans.
“How are you guys? It’s nice seeing you again, no. Haha. It’s nice having a conversation with you again!”
I read some of the comments and most of them asked for the other members. I will not deny that I felt hurt seeing that. Every time that I am doing a live in whatever channel, they will search for Risa, Minnie, and Hye Soo. I can’t do anything about it except from accepting the fact that I will be their least priority even if it’s my live. I just think of those few people who really loves me. That’s what kept me doing this.
“Unfortunately, I will be doing this live alone. All of them are still doing their own schedules and luckily mine’s already over. But I have a special guest here. Dalgommie!”
Binuhat ko ang aso ni Hye Soo at ipinakita sa screen. Hinawakan ko ang isa sa mga paa nito at ikinaway sa screen. Kanya kanyang reactions ang mga nanonood patungkol sa aso. Ibinaba ko na ulit ang aso at humarap na ulit sa screen.
“Oh! Thank you for the compliment Frances! This is really what my hair looks like when I’m prepared to sleep!” pasasalamat ko sa isang fan nang mabasa ang papuri nya ayos ko ngayon.
“You want me to sing? What song?”
I scan the section and looked for the right song. I avoided those songs that I didn’t know and apologize to them for not choosing that. It’s really a fan service. And I love this kind of job.
BINABASA MO ANG
Paper Hearts
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