River ▷ Meteor Garden

Its Over

I have always watched in dramas how girls get effortlessly dragged by guys by the wrist or the arm. You can see the girl puts some effort into pulling back but you know they could do better, and I knew I wasn't going have it be like that.

But because I was stronger than those average Korean drama girls, it lead to Si and I having a very..not so pleasant cat fight. The point is because I did that Si was now carrying me over his shoulder while I smacked the back of his head repeatedly and  kicked his stomach three times.

He was the complete opposite of being overjoyed by my keen act to just wipe my bloody now dried nose. He smacked his lips and finally put me down that I fell straight to my butt with a small thud sound.

I winced in slight pain, feeling tempted to rub it. I glared up at him unamused,"Ass" I muttered.

"Get up" he demanded.

I raised my eyebrow,"Ill get up in my own time" I snapped. When I glanced at our surroundings I was confused as to why he brought us to a different part of the campus that had all these different staircases that held in the center a gigantic fountain. Literally we were right next to it. If I crawled an extra two feet I would be soaked in water.

"Why did you bring me here?" I asked a bit timid.

When he stared down at the fountain not bothering to respond to me I sighed, standing up to somewhat match his level of height, despite him being a couple inches more taller than me,"If you don't have anything to say then I should get going." I said trying not to sound keen to get out of this situation.

"Can't you just stay with me for a little while?" He asked,"Do you hate being around me that much?"

"That's not what I meant" I quickly said.

He turned to me, scoffing, "You suddenly disappeared and went to South Korea, then you go and confront this girl, and go after another one who almost killed you? What were you thinking?"

How did he know all of this? It didn't surprise me that he knew but still..oh shit, that's right. He was there at the house when they found me. Or was that a hallucination?

"I..I thought that if I finally focused on myself and ended things that should've been dealt with a long time ago I would be at peace and I am. I'm relieved that I did those things" I answered with honesty.

"What about us?"

"What..about us?" I asked back.

I couldn't take it, the way he stared at me with those piercing eyes made me want to cower away.

"I can't have a serious conversation with you about us huh?"He exclaimed,"If you actually think about us for one second and be honest with me then I wouldn't need to be like a clown getting played by you!"

I began to breath with my chest going up and down slightly. I didn't know to say to him that would satisfy him. All this conversation would lead up to is one of us getting hurt.

"I had to break up with you okay?" My voice cracked.

"Don't make it sound like it's some charity case" he glared,

"I'm not! If I had stayed with you then think of the people would've gotten hurt by us. My family, my friends, I can't handle that kind of pressure anymore" I admitted.

"You always have fucking excuses" he stated, disappointment lacing in his voice,"I think I really am stupid to be going after you, I'm done!"

My breath hitched. I bit lower lip, fighting my sensitive emotions that wanted to explode,"I don't know what to say" I managed to say,"But you know what? I'm done too. I'm d—done that we keep getting into this cycle of never ending fights, I h—hate that you don't understand why I do the things I do when I understand the shit you fucking do" I argued as my voice trembled badly.

"Don't cry. Even if you cry I won't do anything for you anymore. Also, you don't have to run away when you see me in school anymore. We have nothing with each other anymore. Just like strangers"

Every word he said, made the wound that I had been trying to close up was opening again, and it was making it harder to steady my breathing. It's like my world was spinning and despite the light that shined on my darkest moments was shining away.

"That's it then ..were over?" I questioned, with desolation filling me up.

He nodded,"We're over..goodbye." He left me that watching him walk away was painful enough. I shook my head as I felt I had more to say,"Daoming Si!" I called, stopping him in his tracks.

He slowly turned around as I found myself walking up to him. My tears had betrayed me and were streaming down showing my raw feelings.

My hand slowly went to my neck as I revealed to be wearing the meteor necklace. I carefully took it off and placed it at the palm of his hands.

"Here..since we're going to be like total strangers, I don't want to keep something that you have deep meaning with. Keep it, it's yours. After all, that's what you wanted" I managed to say with a stable voice.

I began to walk away but suddenly when I saw Si lift his arm and throw something to the fountain I realized that could've been the necklace. I turned back around and saw that he no longer had the necklace in his hands.

My heart broke as I felt my hand go up to my hand, to cover up the sob that was coming out. I didn't realize I missed something til it was out of my hands for good.